oh please...!!

.: thErE R a LoTs tO TeLL...:.

2011-04-26T15:12:00.010+08:00

see the title...a lots..i mean it!!
okay, since i easily forgot things..lets do the show and tell first..
collected from the albums...the picture of some events happening for the last 4 months..

started with yesterday's nite..i made a supper snack for daddy..i called it "wonder mummy rolls royce" hahhahah

here it is:

okeh suami kenyang perut, saya suka hati..
maka boleh cerita hal2 lain pulak..hehhehe

ok, on 9th April we went to the free concert at KLCC

:: ini MRD yang selalu poyo nak posse sorang2..cover album kata beliau ::

:: the newly weds::

:: the half crowds ::

:: the clowns ::

::cinta 3 segi dengan clown betina::

::clown poyo::

::DJ ape ntah nama beliau::

::colby o'donnis::

::ini pulak kegilaan sang suami-Joe Flizzow..sian sayang tak dpt tgk kasut pe dia pakai arini::

::the full crowd ::

::time ni aku nak pi toilet..tgh lepak luar ada abang najib n kak rosmahku rupenye..hihihi ::

bersambung....

.: tHe NeW SeGmEnT iN My LiFe HaS JusT StaRtEd :.

2011-04-14T02:10:00.004+08:00

this entry is special..it is written by me at our home..
OUR refers to me and my hubby..
its more than a month now we're married and im just super fun happy and blessed

the feeling is indescribable..
when ure at work..u just cant wait to go home..being together again..
with hope the time stop when being hugged by him
its different from before..its much more "attached"- as i'd like to describe..

so this is the new start..im writing back holding a new status
a mrs to my handsome man

im back guys!!!
im puan baby now!!!

.: ItS EnD oF ThE YeAr :.

2010-12-24T19:29:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year!!!

.: iKoTkAn Hati :.

2010-12-09T00:00:00.005+08:00

Sedar tak sedai tinggal lagi 2 bulan lebih i nak bergelar isteri orang..
adoiii sekarang baru rasa mcm dah tua..

persediaan mcm biasa, ape yg tergerak nak buat tu buat laa...
setakat ni yg penting mcm tailor baju, mekap dah setel..dua2 nya atas kesudian saudara mara membantu...sib baik sedara mara ada yang talented...sepp duit aku..

btw macam2 aku dah standby utk wedding..mcm wedding dream sume org gak..tapi lately ni aku tak rasa wedding aku harus perfect pon..kenape ekk?

kalau ikot hati aku nak jadi emcee je supaya boleh wat lawak cam selalu..so sume org leh gelak..
kalau ikot hati aku nak letak belon banyak2 supaya budak2 leh main belon...mak ngan bapak boleh tolong tiopkan utk anak2..
kalau ikotkan hati aku nak buat joget lambak..menari poco2 ramai2..lupa lak dewan tak besar sgt..
kalau ikotkan hati nak sewa sekali swimming pool..sume org leh bawak baju mandi sekali..
kalau ikotkan hati nak bagi semua org doorgift kek sekilo sorang sebijik..supaya semua orang makan sampai puas ati
kalau ikotkan nak tapaukan lauk2 utk semua tetamu..boleh makan kat umah, mane tau kat dewan makan kaver2..
pastu kalau ikotkan hati nak buat sepanjang hari majlis aku..sampai semua tetamu lebam..

tulah bila difikir kan balik ape lah sangat dengan usaha aku nak menghasilkan guest book..candy buffet..photo booth.berarak bagai..veil meleret tak igt..cake bertingkat2...videographer yg canggeh..

yang aku nak semua org gembira dalam majlis aku..dan sekaligus akan mendoakan kebahagiaan aku dengan daddy..mungkin ini yang lebih diharapkan..

*senyum*

.: QuiCkiE...! :.

2010-12-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

quick updates...will start a jouney to KT at 1AM this morning
pray for our safe journey

love u all!!

.: AWARD?? hikhikhik :.

2010-12-02T15:56:00.007+08:00

ZillionThanks to Nasha sebab sudi menganugerahkan diri patik yang ~~HOT~~ hina ini dengan Beautiful Blogger Award..cantik kah??? hihihi

BTW nak buat design baru nye..boleh kah??

sila guna versi award di bawah ye kawan2..

oklaa...ikot peraturan nye adalah berikot..alamak ni yg akak leceh sket ni..
tapi takpela senaraikan jugak..

Cik Nasha (budi baik dibalas baik...hihihi)
Cik Byzura
Cik Puan Muda
Cik Sheliza
Cik Ain
Puan Ain Alida
Puan Amelia Wong
Puan Watie
Puan Aton
Puan SYeda
Puan Wafaa
Puan Aini
Puan Hanie
Puan Goku
Cik Ajim

.: EgG TaRt SeDaP GiLeR :.

2010-12-01T18:59:00.003+08:00

im having the egg tart addict disease now....
nyum3!!nak lagi..boleh tak daddy...

owh thats the best ever egg tart!!!
sumpah tak tipu pegila try!!!

**eat it while it hot

.: LoVe oF My LiFe :.

2010-11-23T00:48:00.003+08:00

daddy,

u are the love of my life..

I met him when I was a little girl, he gave
He gave me poetry and he was my first
But in my heart I knew I wasn't the only one
'Cause when the tables turned he had to break up
Whenever I got lonely, I needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder, his words were very nice
But that is all behind me 'cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine, my friend became my

Love of my life, you are my friend
Love of my life, I can depend
Love of my life, without you baby
Feels like a simple true love, yeah

Oh, could it be that it was all just simple so then?
A teenage love but you said, "He's just a friend"
He moved around and we kept in touch through his friend
The world was young and we knew we couldn't rush, but
Whenever I got lonely or needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder, his words were very nice
But that is all behind me 'cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine, my friend became my

Love of my life, you are my friend
Love of my life, the one I can depend
Love of my life, without you baby
Feels like a simple true love, yeah

Y'all know how I met her
We broke up, got back together
To get her back, I had to sweat her
Thought she rolled with bad boys forever
In many ways them boys made it better to grow I had to let her
She needed cheddar and I understood that
Looking for cheese that don't make her a hood rat
In fact she's a queen to me, her light beams on me
I love it when she sings to me, it's like that and uh

Love of my life, you know you rock my world
Love of my life, you be boy and I be girl
Love of my life, it don't stop until the break of dawn

.: tEaSiNg n SeLoNgKaRiNg TiMe :.

2010-11-22T02:42:00.004+08:00

okay, now is time to selongkar all the images in my phone..
i have many more in the camra but these only 1% of them..because i need to do the resizing n enhacing the images before i loaded them up here.

this weekend me n my mom n my 2 sisters went out to kl for wedding dress hunting..
ok for a teasers..
here are my wedding dress materials and my solemnizations
tadaaa...

and for one of the DIY stuff i already experimented this weekend
the hantaran pillow..
teasers lagi..hehehe

ok..done with the wedding stuff..eh satu lagi..bukan teaser tapi idea for the wedding card..nak camni boleh???
bolehkan aje...u can do it bebeh!!!

ok..now it comes to MRD stuff n views of his..
this is wat i captured in his room lately..
spot check time!!

::bangsa perokok tegar::

:: Schrett yg tdo mampos ::

:: "masih hip ~~hip hoorey~~ hop" la sangatt.... ::

nnt sambong lah..dah nantokkk!!

.: mY SiLeNce.. :.

2010-11-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

hi fellow friends..
sorry for keeping quiet this long while..

its not that i dont have anything to do or been busy with the preparation but actually i have been loaded with so many works and full filling the time as a single girl to the max..
well, as a DIY wedding dreamers..i still still to last minutes deal..(insaflah..)

since i've been working hard lately..thanks GOd it was paid with another compliment

talking about DIY wedding..i have decided to DIY almost everything..
its just lucky that i missed to learn how to ake my wedding gown..
but i still thinking about that in mind..

my DIY lists:

wedding favors (actually my moms and me)
hall deco
dulang antaran
mini dais at home
room deco
veils
bridesmaids dress
corsages
wedding invitations
more to come..

i'll get my self busy with all these next month okay..

and will get you all updates! *WINKS*

.: TiPs TeNaNgKaN FiKiRaN :.

2010-11-09T20:47:00.003+08:00

i have to go for the 8.00pm dinner..
no more with Zara...
sob..sob..
takde kawan nak makan sandwich lagi

so yesterday i decided to have this new girl as my dinner-mate
i called her meow2..tu pun tak lama lagi dia nak beranak..
ntah sape nak teman i dinner lagi..
uwaaa!!!!

today i brought some foods for her..since dia manja sgt..
n selalu nak amik my coffee..

ini lah meow2..

by the way..to all B2B outside there..
segeralah ke Fah Lean Balakong..
banyak ada sale paper bag..
tak rugi wa cakap sama lu..
with RM9.90 boleh dapat 30 bags!!!

whoaa hoaa..my mom dah borong 1400 bags..
tapi ada billions of design lagi..cepat sebelom terlambat!!

.: SaVe ThE dAtE LaGi dAn Lagi ?! :.

2010-11-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

.: BiLe MaMa dAh ExCiTeD :.

2010-11-01T18:55:00.003+08:00

ni cite last weekend masa balik umah mama

jeng jeng jeng!!!
mama nye hasil keje sambil gossiping di pejabat..
bunga telur buatan tangan

heheh semangat nye mak nye!!

ini pulak cite action figures yg daddy collect..
yg buat sebab aku snap pic ni adalah cuba korang tgk spawn n predator..
nape daddy letak dorang cam becinta???

.: aMin :.

2010-11-01T18:52:00.001+08:00

Mati hariku di kotak sepi
Di situ kau mula mahu mengenalinya
Langkahku songsang telah ku sedari
Semula ku hias kau jauh dah pergi
Putus komunikasi kau elakkan diri
Ku mencari jalan kembali kau mahu terus pergi
Ku ingatkan kau memori kau tutupkan telinga
Nyata tiada kita tiada jalan penyambungnya

Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan aku pemilik tulang rusuknya
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata

Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada
Bahagiakanlah mereka berdua ku doakannya
PadaMu ku pohon sucikan hatiku
Sehinga dapat melaksana kehendak dan rencanaMu
Amin

.: 1sT cUt iS tHe DeEpeSt :.

2010-10-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

hehehe igt tak masa kita layan lagu ni kat hardrock dulu daddy?
mummy ckp lagu ni utk daddy..

The First Cut Is The Deepest lyrics

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...

OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again
(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH....

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst

OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (baby I know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...

.: WhY i LoVe HiM...reason#3 :.

2010-10-22T15:22:00.003+08:00

i love him because he always find the best time for me..
never neglect me..
always there when i call even though he was busy doing his fav things
he loves to do things that involves me

thats why we went fishing together..
thats why we spent the whole day in museum..
thats why i felt empty without him besides me

i'm glad he is NOT into football and futsal!
i'm glad he never said "i need my own space" because the day 1 i recognize a man in my life..
he is my life...
thank you god for providing me this satisfying mate!!!
i just simply love him!

.: DaYLiGhT SaViNg rUiN mY LiFe :.

2010-10-22T15:11:00.004+08:00

Ok, The Daylight Saving Time is just around the corner
that means bad skin unhealthy lifestyle cuz of less nite sleep (ewahh cam la aku ni bangsa tdo awal)
Start je November jadual kerja dah lain..this happened every 6 months..

hehehe.. actually yg best ialah bila masuk keje lambat tapi yg takbest balik keje lbt
adoyaiii..inilah akibatnya kerja dengan mengikut waktu penjajah

tapi harapkan keharmonian rumah tangga tidak akan goyah gara2 formula siang tak tentu hala ni...amin!!

.: nAk nAk NaK JuGaK JuGaK JuGaK :.

2010-10-21T19:50:00.003+08:00

owh daddy ku yang kacak hensem dan misali..
senyuman daddy nampak manis je sepanjang zaman..

mummy nak buat ni wish list boleh tak daddy...?

hikhikhik

terima kasih sayang..
boleh kan boleh kan boleh kannnn..?

.: hOnEyMoOn KaMi :.

2010-10-15T15:50:00.004+08:00

ok honeymoon trip booked!!
takpelah lbt 3 bulan..lgpun bukankah kita ada plan to have baby on march jugak??
hehehehe miang dowh..

actually nak update aja..saya sudah booking vacation utk kami berdua
consider this as our honeymoon yg mana daddy suka (ur dream Angkor Wat)..mummy pun suka..(ahh syoknye mesti ada banyak barang rare kat Siem Reap)

date - 29 June 2011 - 4th July 2011
location - Cambodia

.: uPdAtE WeEkEnD LaGi :.

2010-10-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

last weekend...
asik2 weekend..almaklumlah akak ni koje malam..sob sob..

oklah, last weekend..pegi subscribe berukband utk daddy..
kalau dah nama nye aku yang pergi haruslah akan ada sesi soal jawab dan soklan bonus utk semua salesperson hingga boleh buat dorang nightmare ..sampai muka pucat aku tanye ko kan..rasakan!

on the sunday pulak..pagi2 aku n daddy bertolah ke mentakab bagi menjadi org terawal datang pertunangan uya sebab aku kena mekap beliau hehehehe
daddy yang "pemalu" orang nye sibuk duk dalam bilik tengok org mekap..hehehehe teruk!

selamat bertunang kawanku!!

.: BeNgAng BiLa NaK KaWeN :.

2010-10-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

I'm Frustrated with My Fiancé for Not Helping!

Have you noticed that your fiancé would much rather leave ALL of the wedding planning to you? If you've been waiting for him to jump in and help and he hasn't, it's understandable that you'd feel a bit frustrated. Perhaps your fiancé feels a little out of place in all of the planning. Men typically feel clueless and overwhelmed when faced with planning a wedding.

One idea is to give him specific, small tasks to accomplish. By getting him to help in small doses, you will feel better and he won't be overwhelmed. Often times, it's a simple case of crossed communication lines. Be specific and you'll probably notice that he doesn't mind helping at all.

comment - yes its true..ada masanya kalau aku dah tension aku nanges kat daddy, salahkan dia sebab tak nak get involved..tapi daddy cakap "cuba mummy bgtau ape yg daddy kena buat..daddy pun tak tau..kalau ada mesti daddy tolong punye" aku jawab "nah!tolong buat bunga pahar ni sume" hakhakhak..kidding..

.: CeRiTa LaPoK :.

2010-10-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

ini gambar di ambil masa dulu..
terjumpa lak dalam pc..

di weekend mengubat lara..chewahh..
ini lah My Rawking Daddy n Fabulous Babe

bawah ni pulak, pix masa g pameran ular di museum negara..heheheh

.: Malique featuring Najwa - Senyum :.

2010-10-08T22:51:00.001+08:00

memang buat aku senyum sorang2 bila teringat daddy nyanyi lagu ni joget2 depan aku..
hahahah

.: iGu KaMi DaH GoMoK :.

2010-10-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

:: ini mr shrek yang baik lagi manja::

dulu masa beli dia hanyalah sebesar ibu jari aku..skang dah beso lengan..
kuat makan tapi sangat manja..
juga seorang yg kuat tido..n bila tdo..memang tido mati
kalau kite kejut sure tak bangun..
tak pernah ada rekod menyerang daddy lagi..
kalau kuar kan dari cage terus cari port tdo..
selali jadi mangsa provokasi tapi oleh sebab beliau cool..tak penah layan pun shaloh hehehe

:: ini mr shaloh yang aggresive n terrorist ::

dulu masa dapat memang dah sedia besar..tapi takdela sebeso lengan aku..
skang harusla beso sikit dari shrek..
ini memang bangsa terrorist..
garang bangatt ngan aku..tapi kalau ngan daddy baik aje
pantang tengok daddy potong sayur makan..macam2 aksi jap g dia buat..
yang paling kerap adalah lopat n terbang cam tupai
patttt!! terus sampai depan sayur..n makan
tak habis terhangguk2..nak cari gaduh je koje nye
tapi sekali kena geget ngan shrek..lintang pukang lari hehehe

.: EnTrY UnTuK BaKaL TuNaNgAn OrAnG :.

2010-10-07T23:00:00.005+08:00

weekend ni aku dah ada plan to go to uya's engagement
Alhamdulillah..semoga jodoh uya n Nazim hingga ke akhir hayat.
jangan miang2 tak lama lagi dah nak kawen.. ngehehe :))

aku n uya berkongsi cerita yang berlainan tetapi nasib yang agak sama
cinta yang dulu dibina lama tapi tak kekal lama
dua2 ada masalah yang tersediri..
tetapi pangkalnya masih sama..kami tak faham kenapa boleh jadi mcm ni..

tadi uya YM aku..
uya bagitau ex dia nak kahwin bulan 11..dia tersentak masa 1st time tahu
aku pun sama jugak..
mungkin sentak yang sama aku tahu masa ex aku kahwin dulu..
so aku boleh predict perasaan tu..
tapi sebab aku ni taknak tambah kesedihan uya aku buat lawak bangang macam biasa
sesungguhnya isu ni buat aku teringat masa dulu, waktu aku dalam keadaan tu..
tuhan saje yang maha mengetahui

uya tanye.."dorang ni senang2 je kawen, dorang ni sayang kita tak b?"
aku cakap "dorang patut kena baling taik lombu (bahasa nogori aku dah kuar)"
aku saja buat lawak bodoh sebab aku taknak uya sedih..lagi 3 ari je kot nak jadi tunangan orang
kang aku mekap ko tak jadi cantik sebab muka ko sedih-dengar nasihat aku ni!!

uya jugak pernah tanye aku "kenapa idup diaorang ni macam blessed je..bahagia je. padahal dorang buat kita macam ni.."
dulu aku cakap tak tahu..tapi sekarang aku dah ada jawapan..

memang dorang dah teramat lukakan hati kita, tapi dorang tetap bahagia sebab jauh dalam lubuk hati kite walaupun kite bengang n benci sebenarnya kite tetap mendoakan kebahagiaan dorang..tu pasal dorang nye life happy je..

sroottt... the end..

.: SaVe ThE dAtE LaGi ?? ..GeDik!:.

2010-10-07T22:00:00.002+08:00

harap maaf..bukan nak ngade2 tapi kegiatan ini sangat kusukai
mungkin aku patut jad graphic designer..walaupun mama bantah..
tgk ni ma..walaupun saya tak de belajar ni kat universiti tapi saya boleh buat lah!!

**psst plagiarism is sooo easy!

.: KeGiGiHaN kU BeRbALoi :.

2010-10-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

im feeling good today..
feel like working in Mc D when they award me for the best agent of the month (August)..
macam yg selalu tengok kat papan tanda Mc D tu..
but mine they gave me certificate..and voucher...(mana???tak dapat pon..)
bawah ni coachlog nye ..certificate ada kat umah..di ceruk meja

my teams has start calling me the super-agent la..superstar laa..
berlagak ke??takdelah..lainla kalau dia bagi kete sebijik ke..
macam tak percaya pun ada because i just joined this company in June or July i guess..
BTW..Alhamdullillah..
boleh jadik ketua kumpulan pula pas ni..

chaiyuk chaiyuk!!

.: wE LoVe.. :.

2010-10-07T20:45:00.006+08:00

i love him and he loves me..
but most i love about us are..

we love spending time together
we love our snake and iguanas and fishes
we love driving without knowing where to go
we love to fight for some nonsense
we love hunting ghost
we love making fun each others
we love spending times together in the kitchen
we love smoking on the roof top
we love grooming and hair styling each other
we love love whites
we love catchy songs
we love babies and kids
we love wrestling
we love lamb chops
we love fishing in the rain
we love enjoying teh tarik at anytime
we love thriller movies
we love museums
we love animals
we love super cute sneakers
we love indian foods
we love arguing about political views
we love hip hop
we love each other so much because we share a lots in common

im super in love with you daddy!!

.: WhY i LoVe HiM...reason#2 :.

2010-10-07T19:56:00.002+08:00

he is a super good listener..
since dulu sebelom bercinta..dia memang pendengar yang setiaaaa bangat
selalu jadi tempat aku mengadu.. tempat aku meluahkan rasa
in fact sekarang selalau jugak jadi punching bag aku
aku tak punch la..just smack down je hakhakhak

daddy tak penah marah kalau aku ungkit pape..
tak pernah marah kalau aku cite pasal org lain..
kalau aku nangis..dia akan pujuk..dan buat aku gelak balik

dia tau kalau ape yg aku cerita tu perlu dia sokong atau dia beri nasihat
sebab semua yang aku cerita memang aku nak dia side aku
muahahahah

thanks daddy..!

.: KiSaH LaSt WeEkEnD :.

2010-10-05T23:32:00.004+08:00

owh last week ada routine open house
attended by neighbors and VIPs among my mom and dad's friends
and some special appearing of our fiance..
as usual..every year..

nothing much to update gambar pun tarak
a day before attend kawen kamaliah fuad..
married to a white guy.
wish u blessful marriage dear

then macam biasalah tak sah kalau tak whoring the cam
kali ni ngan listit meghahhh
i loikke super much!!

::gambar muka kesian kegemaran uya::

.: mC dAn MaKaN :.

2010-10-01T18:39:00.002+08:00

whoaa hoaa..

semalam tak update belog sebab saya mc
mengalami kekeliruan emosi..chewahh takdelaa migraine tahap biase2 je
tapi nak rehat lebih2 sebab nak sediakan juadah utk kawan2 pejabat

saya masak nasi himpit, kuah kacang n rendang ayam 2 ekor
berkepak2 saya di dapur menyediakan ini makanan..
fuhh!!

nasib baik semua cakap sedap...sape brani tak cakap sedap meh mengadap beta!
hahahaha
terbukti sedap atau terbukti kebuluq semua umat ni..
abes licin rendang aku tinggal leher aje

ok, hobby daddy sekarang ialah memanggil akak 'komolot"
alasannya adalah terpengaruh yang org minang ada keturunannya menjadi komolot..
komolot?? ko nak perli aku komodo sbenarnye kan..
siap kamu tuan komolot!!

pastu bila ditanye pesal panggil mummy komolot plak?
jawapan beliau : yelah..mummy kan bulat2 pastu suka merengek..cengeng cam komolot
WTH???? aku cakap kat uwan aku..

.: iNsTaNt UpDaTe :.

2010-09-28T15:58:00.005+08:00

apa saya bikin last weekend?

jawapannya : balik kampung tanam ~~jagung~~ lemang

apa yg best nye?

jawapan : g sopping ngan uawan pastu makan cendol jagung kat bus stand kolo pilah

ape lagi yg best?

jawapannya : bertemu dengan bumblebee...iaitu buyat!!! "apo ni?" (tagline buyat)

.: WhY i LoVe HiM...reason#1 :.

2010-09-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

my rawking daddy..
i love him because he makes me smile
senyum and sometime RLOL!!!

daddy@along is a very funny guy
he likes to sing his own lyrics
dia suka miming peoples actions
dia suka buat fakta tak benar..tapi saya selalu boleh detect

daddy tak boleh marah langsung...i mean LANGSUNG
sebab bila dia marah dan saya pujuk seposen mesti dia akan gelak
awhhh sangat mudah nak handle kamu sayang...

.: VinTaGe .. i AdoRe U :.

2010-09-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

i really gonna have/ make such vintage corner at home...

.: SiLeNcE...(pArT 2) :.

2010-09-24T23:16:00.003+08:00

she : blaaa blaa bla

me : hey look at that!new movies coming out..

she : huh?thats old one..r u trying to distract me?

me : (nodding slowly n smilling in tears..)

she : well, after all..just bear to my words..last time God chose him as your mr right, but later God just found someone better as your mr right. you should be thankful, if u married him, he would definitely being the mr wrong...

me : correct!!!

both she and me laughing and hugging each other...!

after all, having this chocolate bar is really helpful to manage your anger of getting funny-out-of-mind-woman's message..

-end-

.: FuN StuFf fOR GrUmPy PpLs :.

2010-09-23T19:15:00.001+08:00

.: HaLf WeT iN BaJu KuRuNg & ReD SanDaL :.

2010-09-23T19:10:00.001+08:00

dah explain dalam tajuk cukoplah..
hehehehe

.: FiNeSt QuOtEs ToDay :.

2010-09-23T19:08:00.001+08:00

Aku jatuh dan bangun bukan untuk menjadi bahan tawamu,

tetapi peringatan agar kau tak jatuh, bangun dan menyesal seperti aku....

.: wEt StiLeTtO..tOdAy i Am :.

2010-09-21T19:47:00.004+08:00

minta maaf my ladies sebab pictures taken for last weekend tak dapat di upload lagi
kerna mau resize dulu..

tgk gambar ni dululah

sebab pic ni aje yg ada dalam tepon
muahaha...

eh ada cerita di sebalik nye bukan saje2
arini pakai skirt..kasut bersandal dah putus
maka come out with this lip lap stiletto..

datang office dengan happy expecting to be hot babe
alih2 ujan lebat..amik ko..
aku kebasahan dalam stiletto ku..

.: SiLeNcE... :.

2010-09-21T15:45:00.007+08:00

its a fine evening and it's me and she going out day..

she & me : bla bla bla... (girlish conversation going on)

me : he got kid oredi la.. very cute one! (excitedly telling she)

she : owh really? how do you know then?

me : i saw the pictures in FB..where else.. (repeatedly showing excitement)

she : did he ever contact you?

me : ... nah, but i did contacted him several times before ... (sigh..and smile)

she : u mean u called him? did he ever tried to keep in touch with u, i mean as a friend either?

me : nope ( toned down)

she : hey that's so far than unbelievable..is he trying to be sombong? as is like he never knew you before?owh for God sake, 6 years of shit??...bla bla bla...bla bla bla...

.
.
.
.
.

me : (silent...hurted with she..hurted with me-self)

.: 10 PeRkArA BaTaL RaYa :.

2010-09-21T15:38:00.003+08:00

kahkahkah..memang lawak la tok rimau ni... ada gak istilah batal raya..adoii!!
pecah hati aku gelak..sebab gelak dalam hati..hakhakhak!!! nak2 yg no 1 tu..

10 PERKARA YANG MEMBATALKAN RAYA

1. Salam cengkam sampai terseliuh jari orang.
2. Salam bini orang sambil laga pipi kiri kanan.
3. Tapau makanan open house sedang ramai lagi belum datang.
4. Duit masuk poket sampul sepah-sepah.
5. Mengutuk makanan tuan rumah.
6. Mengesat tangan penuh lekit nasik impit kat langsir.
7. Balik pakai kasut raya orang sebelah.
8. Tumpang toilet tuan rumah tapi tak flush.
9. Parking depan pintu pagar jiran tuan open house.
10. Ziarah jiran yang kaya-kaya dan skip jiran yang miskin.

Ada lagi tak?

.: WeEkEnD BaRu2 Nie :.

2010-09-20T23:59:00.004+08:00

owh weekend baru2 ni ada 2 events yg akak hadiri
pertama, group visit to museum sebab ada pameran ular vs ular
exhibits tak berapa gempak..
tapi kami layan performance kat stage!!

then the second one is the family gathering..
mama masak utk sedara mara
pics akan diupload kemudian

sebelom tu layan pic akak dululah hehehehe

.: CiCak GeCkO MeMaNg CoMeL ;.

2010-09-20T20:53:00.003+08:00

once saw a geek, thousands can be seen

hahaha gila jahat ayat aku kan..
by the way its true la...
fer instance, if once u recognize a freak, everywhere pun u will easily find one

the term "geek" actually coming out half an hour ago masa aku tengah nak masak mi megi kat pantry office.. ehem megi ku membawa kepada slogan "2 minutes maggi is bring the whole office together"
kerana semasa melahap itu beberapa colleague singgah dan berkata "your megi smells yummy lah. i wanna go buy for lunch" hehehe

owh back to the issue, actually dah lama perasan mamat ni
dressed up skema, takde kawan, slang cam canggih UK style.
tapi a geek sebenarnye..cerdik ke idak tu Wallahualam..

percayalah bahawa dia sedang bercakap di dalam telefon berjam2 itu seorang gadis yang tidak pernah mengenalinya dengan serius..
ari2 aku nampak dia bergayut camtu..jeles???nahii!!

macam ada experience nampak...secret admirer??
yes sure i have one, tapi biarlah rahsaia..jeng jeng jeng!!

** ya Allah, ampunkan aku. ciptaan Mu hebat cuma aku sahaja yang takde idea nak tulis ape lam blog...Ampun.

.: oWh LaKsA jOhOr...glurppp :.

2010-09-20T17:27:00.004+08:00

Glurpp!! terpengaruh dengan blog hunny madu

surely missing this menu since last 2 years of hari raya..

owh makcik, alangkah bahagianya diri ini sekiranya makcik manis yang berbaju kurung raya menghidangkan saya makanan di bawah..

.: SeNiN oH SeNiN :.

2010-09-20T16:12:00.004+08:00

aku suka sangat ari senin sebab...

1) banyak update weekend nak baca dari bloggers yg akak follow..suka nye!!

2) baru mendapat rehat yang cukup masa ujung minggu

3) banyak juadah atas meja sebab sume budak rumah tapaw makanan dari kampung

4) dapat jumpa MRD tercinta..lindu lindu!!

yg akak tak ske plak..

1) banyak tol masalah user.. dorang ni memang ada weekend memory lost!

2) parking mesti cam taikk!

3) rasa liat nak g keje

GILELAH!!!

.: ThE aRt iS sOoo CoOL :.

2010-09-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

im so inspired by kotama bouabane's art..

these are called "melting words"
it is actually melting..

.: pRiMaDoNa ROCKIYAH :.

2010-09-17T19:17:00.002+08:00

haaaa kan aku dah cakap nenek aku rock
hehehe

di bawah adalah wajah beliau semasa muda..
maka terjawab lah sudah isu kebenaran bontot ayam ok

hihihihi+

.: FiNeSt QuOtEs ToDaY :.

2010-09-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

If it's a broken part, replace it. If it's a broken arm then brace it. If it's a broken heart then face it.

.: pRe-iNviTaTiOn :.

2010-09-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

.: HaRi MaLaYsiA :.

2010-09-16T17:17:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Malaysia semua!!!!

bestnye bile keje public holiday ni..

jalan lengang..

perut lenggang..eh ape kena mengena??

hehehe..

.: NeEd YoU NoW :.

2010-09-14T21:35:00.001+08:00

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

.: BeAuTiFuL iS a GeNeRaL tErM ;.

2010-09-14T17:48:00.002+08:00

ini wajah saya hari ini di tempat kerja
saya memang cam-whore!

tapi saya tidak suka pic yg orang len amik sebab angle nya tentu burok
hahaha walaupun saya ni sememangnye cute tahap gaban

rambut saya sudah agak panjang..perlu lebih panjang supaya bila kahwin tak perlu pakai wig
rambut saya tak lebat dan halus jadi saya tidak suka straight hair
lebih2 lagi muka saya yang ~~bujur sirih~~ bulat ni hehehe
lebih sesuai dengan ikal mayang mengurai

saya ni hampir mendekati 30an tapi ramai yg tak percaya
mereka tanya, adakah saya menggunakan apa2 jamu? meka kata muka sayang tegang..
mak aiii..jamu mak dara??tentulah hasil daripada penepuan lemak baik dalam badan akak ni.,
from head to toe akan menjadi kental dan awet muda..

owh talking bout awet muda, uwan cakap makan montot ayam
memang favorite saya..tapi banyak kolestrol la nenekku..
tapi maybe berkesan sebab saya memang suka makan benda alah ni

apekah pencuci muka saya??pencuci muka pun seminggu sekali je kot pakai..yg lebihnye bagi kat daddy..he's beauty concerned sapien
my aunty said tak baik tak jaga kulit muka nnt tua ada blemishes..
iya benar tapi gi mana dong...aku sering terlupa!

tapi saya sudah berazam untuk menggunakan produk anti kedut apabila saja menjeak usia ke 30 tersebut..begitu juga dengan pengambilan susu anlene..
kerana cita2 saya banyak bila sudah berumah tangga nanti
contohnye mempunyai ~~8 anak dengan body anak dara~~ pegi travel back pack dengan ahli keluarga. stamina perlu tip top lah!

okla tak banyak cite yang nak tulis, tak sabar nak jumpa MRD..dia balik malam ni
setelah saya pujuk rayu beliyau!

hehehe..saya memang pandai memujuk!

**entry yg penuh dengan memuji diri sendiri sebagai self motivation!sekali sekala memang perlu especially when u feel down.no worries hunny, ure surely cute to the max!

.: RaYa tHiNgY ;.

2010-09-13T23:02:00.004+08:00

ok cerita raya bakal menyusul..
maaf zahir batin..

** ambil mood dulu..

.: SelaMaT HaRi RaYa :.

2010-09-07T00:04:00.001+08:00

.: MiSi RaYa LaGi :.

2010-09-06T22:04:00.005+08:00

last weekend i balik umah my parents at balakong..
the biggest mission is to settle down the raya cookies preparation
kuih wajib iaitu pineapple tarts n suji..
macam biasa akan ada satu hari dalam setahun ibu jariku akan mengalami
masalah membengkok..sakit dowh..i shall buy the acuan as in Mat gebu's blog next year..

alhamdullillah semuanye selesai selepas melalui 3 trip..
kenapa 3 trip??? kerana "alamak sayanglah jem nenas ni ada lebih lagi"
adoi..poor my little thumbelina...sob..sob..

eh pelik nye nape tahun ni takde jahit langsir ekk...
takpela maa nnt i g beli kain langsir yang tengah promotion to jahit untuk anda
wokay!! pas gaji ler heheheh
yang ni punye trip utk masuk sampul ijau..pengsan!

ok misi tu dah selesai..skang misi nk memasak sebakol ikan dalam peti ais
those catfishes..sib baik kami ini makan ikan darat..
thanks to daddy n musit yang berjaya menjadi pengail sejati di kawasan subang!!!
lenkali leh pancing lagi kalau kami kehabisan bahan mentah ok..

ini memang entry boring

**bakar kuih raya sambil dengar lagu James Morrison-U give me something memang menyayat hati..pesal ko boleh ada lagu ni dikwan? (raya kali ni tuhan banyak menguji hati aku, sib baik tak posa..kalau tak batal puasa sebab asik tertelan air mata sendiri)..

.: yAnG TeRLePaS PaNdAnG :.

2010-09-06T18:22:00.014+08:00

#1
yes this is scary and i meant it...

#2
kenapa buang baby ni?????bahalol punya pembuang bayi
dia sangat comel..patut hubungi saya kalau nak buang, tau tak!!

:: alolo shayang,, jangan nangishhh..come to mommy.. ::

#3
oklah..lets roll to the missing photos which i promised in the last entries..

these picture taken during the eclipse, dont quite remember the date..
location : bagan lalang
occasion ; wat else..fishing freak!!
who was there : daddy, mummy, kakcik, musit

apekah hasilnya? :

final result :

then next photo group...

*************************

loc - melaka area pantai klebang n jonker street..
date : ntah!
occasion : berbuka bersama Kak Leha (mak sher) i loiike u! & bertemu sahabat lama..Incik Boy
who was there : daddy, mummy, sher, peman

tapi malangnye gambar berbuka tak amik..teruja tgk makanan yang banyak..muahahahah

:: org cite kecik2 mkn benda ni, kat kg aku tade pon..ada chewing gum 3 bijik lam kotak je::

*************************************

loc : chamang, bentong
date : lupa lagik
occasion : camping n getting sick! (demam berantai pas bile balik KL)
who was there : daddy, mummy, kakcik, musit, sher, peman

:: hoiii! kamilah pencinta alam ::

***************************
trip ramadhan ke Kuala Terengganu
date : tak ingat juga..
occasion : berbuka puasa bersama keluarga FFIL and bertemu si cembam chakip
who was there : daddy, mummy, kakcik, musit

:: keta akak pon nak pose manja ok ::

:: inilah chakip cemban..mak long cayang chakip..eh! ::
aku le tu yang pangku dia..hehehehe

penat...ZzZzZzZ

.: kErEtaKu 4x4 SeBeNaRnYa :.

2010-09-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

well, im not in the mood to update anything from my images folders in my phone..
y? sebab tepon akak baru je akak rendamkan dalam sungai kat kuala klawang ahad lepas..
tension!!!!

maka akak sekarang sedang menggunakan tepon nokia dengan tiada fungsi camera, tiada fungsi mms, tiada fungsi blue tooth, tiada fungsi infrared..
yang mnegagumkan hanyalah fungsi flashlight
uwaaaaa!!!! pastu bodoh takleh recharge!!!

okla..pada hari kejadian, kami gatai2 nak ikot daddy n musit g memancing kat damp semenyih..
ok nice place before noon..sebab bila udah tengahari cuaca sangat panas..
kami sampai lam kol 8 AM
malangnye tiada ikan yg berkenan dengan umpan cengkerik kami..
itu sebenarnye sisa2 dari memancing di tasik gay pada mlm sebelomnya..
juga tiada luck..
yg ada hanya ba"luck" gay dalam semak..
kalau ada sniper gun dah lama aku aim montot dorang huh!!!

:: aksi pemancing amatur ::

:: aksi tok guru (ngantok) ::

:: suasana pagi di damp semenyih ::

:: rupa paras joran mereka yang tak seberapa ni ::

then sher and peman menyusul tiba kol 9AM ..
dalam kol 11 kami terpaksa gerak ke lokasi seterusnya..
di hutan kuala klawang..kepanasan luar dalam pun bermula..
grrrrr!!!

maka bermula pula episod ~~maki hamun~~ marah2 pasangan masing2
ape ke tidaknye..kerana memenuhi nafsu serakah nak memancing tu..tetiba kerendaan kami di 4x4 kan!!!! daddy cakap boleh buat iklan perodua utk ketiga2 kerendaan nih!!
jgan nak buat lawak la bro..

arggghhhhhh!!!! kejam bangattt ini manusyia..
dah half way akak kena redha jela...abes berselut bagai...
yang paling teruk masa balik...enjin gua berasap beb....
2 3 ari aku mengungkit kat daddy...
~~belikan mummy keta lain!!!~~
ko cuci keta mummy ni sebulan!!

:: shian awak..kite tak wat lagi hocayy, promish! ::

:: bontot yg kental cover nnt kontroversi ::

:: tuan punya kereta sudah hangin ::

ok..berbalik kepada tragedi tercampak telefon itu adalah semasa dalam perjalanan balik..kami sedang menyusuri curam utk naik ke tempat parking..
"ploop" sesuatu jatuh dari tangan aku...
hamek ko!!yang aku g pegang tepon tu pesal?
nape tak letak lam poket ke beg ke..hampeh!!!!
uwaaaaaa!!!!

dah la malas nak cite kisah sedih..meh cite kisah tempat pancingan kami tu
tempat tu best..ikan semua lepu..sampai bagi hotdog buat umpan pun dorang terkam..
maka kami berjaya mendapat ikan tangas yang agak2 kecil sebab dorang pantas gile menyambar umpan n blah..

anak2 ikan sangat jinak..sampai kan rasa macam buat fish massage..
dorang geget2 kaki kat tepi sungai tu..best la jugak..
yg over haruslah sher n peman
sila lihat aksi mereka..hahaha

yang tak best nyamuk banyak giler
sib baik aku tak kena geget pacat cam musit heheheh
*tiada gambar untuk kejadian ngeri ini

perjalanan balik yang membuat enjin akak berasap sepanas hati akak adalah
akibat daripada kondisi jalan balak yang mendaki dan berlobang sana sini..
seronok kan cerita ni...

::oppp sambut akak baik2 sket ::

:: wajah2 kelegaan pas kuar dari hutan ::

:: haruslah muka buruk sebab ini kan kegiatan kehutanan ::

:: aksi tak semenggah sher ::

penat arhh cite..nnt sambung balik..

.: 1st SePtEmBeR 2010 :.

2010-09-01T16:00:00.002+08:00

"Happy Anniversary Sayang"

mummy loves u shoo mushhh!!

.: LePaS RaSa BoRiNg :.

2010-08-27T15:23:00.004+08:00

airni PH utk selangor..
tapi kenapakah aku ada di pejabat?? uwaaaa!!!

daddy berehat2 dirumah dengan aman tenteram...
akak dah boleh predict ape dia buat arini
surely dia akan tdo sampai ke tengahari..pastu bangun sat ~~isap rokok ngan nes o ice~~ tengok tv...
peh tu.. men game COD yang dianak tirikan selepas adanya Sniper Ghost..
pastu bagi anak2 kesayangan makan..
then potang2 bapak nye pulak cari makan..

urggghhh sungguh bersenang lenang sekali orang yg sedang bercuti..
tapi jgn nak lebih2...30th August akak dipaksa bercuti memandangkan negara omputih ni cuti..
utk 31st akak keja plak..tapi akan ku claim sebagai cuti raya muahahahah

raya ni akak prefer cuti sebelom raya..
so by monday dah start keje balik...
sebab last2 puasa la lagi seronok dari raya ke 3 n ke 4
sib baik belom kawen..so takde nak fikir2 g umah sedara belah sana or sedara belah sini..

aritu borak2 ngan daddy pasal raya..
hahahahah beliau sudah panik bila ku katakan

"hamboi3..ko pilih nak raya puasa ke raya haji? kalau tiap2 raya haji ko nak balik KT, tiap2 raya pertama kite balik Pilah hoccay.."

hakhak..padahal akak saje je gertak..im not as harmful as i sound ok..
peace daddy!!

saya chubby tapi kite sayang awak!!! dan saya kalakar orang nya..

.: oWh ReMindEr :.

2010-08-25T21:16:00.003+08:00

ni lah reminder yg menemani aku sepanjang aku depan pc...
adoyaii...cepat betul la ko ni bergerak...
seram akak!!!

.: wEeKeNd yG LaiN sKeT:.

2010-08-24T17:04:00.004+08:00

ekceli..ada banyak gambar nak update tapi aku janji sok lusa aku letak lah
this is regarding our fun puasa trip to kuala terengganu last weekend..

saturday afternoon kami bertolak n singgah ke umah mama kami di balakong dulu sbb mama suh bawa buah tangan utk keluarga mertua..
kata buah tangan tapi sumpah dah macam hadiah sekolah tadika aku tgk berbalut bagai..
hehhe lantakla emaknye asalkan hepi..

then we all bertolak dalam kol 3PM ..hingga menyebabkn kami sampai di chendering pada jam 8 PM. sibbaik aku masaknasik lemak utk berbuka dalam kereta..
owh "kami" itu maksudnya saya + tunang saya + adik saya + tunang adik saya..

seronok jugakla sebab adik aku tak penah g tganu, so aku kepohla cite itu ini..lebih2 lagi daddy..poyo!!!
dulu kakcik penah g sana gak. tapi tu pun masa aku study kat MRSM Kota Putra besut, 11 years back..
tak lalu KT tapi lalu gua musang ke Besut..

sampai2 aje mcm biasa akan makan nasik dengan lauk pauk kedai..because mak mertua tiri adalah org thailand yang mempunyai skill masak yang marvellous..
then tunggu abah balik dari terawih..
pas jumpa abah kami bertolak pula ke gong badak...

sampai kat umah mama kol 12.30 AM sebab kami lepak minum kat bandar KT jap..
syidi n daddy teruja tengok org memancing kat tanjung..

daddy baru aje dapat anak sedara.

:: chakip tembam cam akak ::

"Mohd Al Syakif" nama my 1st niece tu...chewahhh belum official dah tulis camtu...poodah!
the nama was taken sempena nama atuk daddy...Syed al Sakaf..
pastu anak kite nanti kite letak Mohd al SyoK laa hehehhehe

*bersambung kemudian

daddy bagi hadiah eyeshadows...ape???hadiah mekap???
pelik bangattttt nih..hehhehe
thanks sayangku..memang daddy tau mummy sukkaaa mekap2..
walaupun ianya bukan cap yng mahal2..tapi mummy sungguh terharu bebeh!!
i lap you the very much!!

ok tak lupa yang wajib ada..sebab dah lama takde adlah wajah terkini akak kontrol ayu...awww!!!

.: aKu BuKaN GaY HoCcAy :.

2010-08-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

owh..reminder yang agak menyedarkan...
mampos dah nak dekat..
ape yang aku buat weekend ni langsong tak menyentuh hal kawen..
bahkan hanya dapat mengail belida sebesar tapak tangan daddy...
separuh dari saiz ikan yang sher dapat...

semuanya dari tasik gay yang kami cerobohi pada malam hari..
terukk bangat bila tengok gay di celah2 pokok dalam gelap..
Masyaallah...ape nak jadi..

.: aPa pLaN aKu ?? :.

2010-08-13T15:48:00.004+08:00

actually selepas jumpa boy kat malacca aritu i planned to create my own wedding..
kalau ikotkan mama semua nak suh orang catering buat..
hello maa...itu caterer bukan wedding planner..kalo buruk camne??

ok so dengan daya kreativity and kemahuan telah membuka jalan...
aku bercadang utk membeli sesuatu sebagai diary perjalanan penghasilan majlis aku
cheewah...bukan tak boleh nak tulis lam ni aje mcm org selalu buat tapi
aku lebih prefer sesuatu yg free hand...bukan hanya nak credit kat google aje sebab plagiat gambar yg berleluasa..

maknanya aku dah kena ada sketch book...!!!

it will take alots of skecthing on producing such memorable day..
dari design meja, aisle sampaila ke baju..
kan ke kena lukis...at least sketch book tu nanti boleh jadi bukti keajaiban
daya kreativity akak pada keturunan akak nnt hehehe..

memang berbunyi poyo tapi semangat tu yg penting..
tak gitu??? syabas baby, anda memang semangat dari luar ke dalam...
WTF???

checklist- singgah kedai buku beli sketch book & pensel tekan & eraser

.: 3rD dAy PuAsA :.

2010-08-13T14:56:00.004+08:00

as usual dah sampai office..earlier today, masuk kol 3pm..

bapak semangat..actually for the sake of nearest parking to the office gate..
kang parking jauh akan mengconsume more time utk sampai ke kereta
maka akan membazirkan 5 minitku yg seharusnya dihabiskan di pasar ramadhan yang tak berapa nak ada makanan tuh..

hari ni thought of makan something yg soupy..
barulah boleh selim hahahah
sengal!! (ucapan utk diri sendiri)

ampun akak letak gambar sekadar memberi semangat berbuka sahaja
bukan utk menggugat puasa siapa2 ye..
maka akak letakkan sekadar gambar yg bersaiz thumbnail aja..

:: Sedapnye mee sup ni ::

:: laksa penang pon mari jugak nih ::

:: adoyai mi udang..sawan aku kebuloq ::

ok 2 minutes to go to log in..
daddy is messaging me in yahoo..
berlagak kerana beliau menghadapi hari siang yg lebih lama..
nak cover diri yg terlebih lapar dari aku.. kami tidak sahur malam tadi
kenyang angin kot..
padahal malam tadi akak pon takleh tido jugak
maybe sebab dah kena dose lepak dengan kerabat2..

rasanya malam ni ada program ke uptown danau kota..
ada sedikit program beli belah barangan bazaar..tentu asikk!!

*all pics googled

.: 2Nd dAy PuAsA :.

2010-08-12T21:33:00.003+08:00

hari ni hari kedua puasa n hari kedua makan luar..which i tapawed food and bring to alang's house
nasib baik ada marl n cain..at least takdela makan sorang2...
arini tapau nasi dengan lauk bawal sweet sour kat ss14..
asal sampai je abes makanan..huh!!!tension!!
sila la beli secara berhemah..org len pun nak berbuka jugak ye saudara sekalian..

owh sila lihat di bawah...makanan ini sedap..

n today calvin@juan bought me the candy dat seems to be addictive by me lately..
semalam mengidam, so terpaksa dinesh bukak package yg dibeli khas utk sara..
demi diri ku..
its the milk candy from sri pandii curry house..
heheheh

tapi bila dah makan banyak muak pulak..bile mintak org nye sedap je heheh
and calvin is already having sugar rush...sebab dia makan benda ni bleh dikatakan hari2..
terukkk!!

.: pAnDuAn BeRgUnA :.

2010-08-12T17:07:00.003+08:00

i found this one poster...owh ada rupanye regular check up utk testis..
so kepada mereka yg ada testis, sila check organ anda..
untuk mengelakkan risiko kanser..
kanser tidak mengenal saiz atau rupa hoccay
yg berwajah perfect jgn berlagak sgt!!!

.: sALaM RaMaDhaN :.

2010-08-11T17:52:00.001+08:00

ingat ye...berpada2 semasa di bulan puasa..

.: aPa LaGi :.

2010-08-10T19:13:00.005+08:00

ok i was just browsing to the image folder in my phone..

and there are several pics that might have ding me on the events happened

so wat i did was mms them to my email since i cant use the usb ports here in this office urghhh!

this is bobo n new friend, mr brazbear..and the lopekkk doorgift from my company dinner and my accessory which made me the female Jason from Friday the 13th...hehe

its not a lucky nite for me as i didnt get any lucky draw prize..huk huk..

only ma sis got a cpu stand..i got my self stand alone hahaha

some pics from the colleague FB

TADAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

sedap tak??tentulah sedap, today i invited daddy for lunch..semalam MRD saya demam, sian dia..maka untuk menaikkan semangat kerja nya saya masaklah ini.

My daddy's no 1 favorite dish...masak lemak ketam. daddy makan dengan bersungguh2 sekalai lebih2 lagi saya sediakan juga side dish favoritenye iaitu telur masin dan cencalok..

makan..half day daddy ke pejabat dengan wajah yang ceria...eh dah makan antibiotik blom??

i love you..nnt saya masak yang lain pulak tapi janji ye jgn tgl puasa!!! hehe

.: sALaM RaMaDhAn :.

2010-08-10T16:24:00.001+08:00

horoscope horoscope jugak...

salam Ramadhan teman2!!! chaiyuk2!

.: sTiLL GoT tHe bLuEs :.

2010-07-29T19:04:00.002+08:00

sangat layan, dengar puluhan kali..hingga menitiskan airmata...hmmm watever!

.: ..aPe NtAh .. :.

2010-07-29T16:42:00.004+08:00

ok its not so fine today..
while i was googling sweet centerpieces for my big day,
i have a f**king arrogant caller talking to me..*stressed*

this afternoon daddy called and said he went half day..
demam katanya, so after send him some lunch n obat..i pegi keje..
so my routine everyday is wake up in the afternoon, back home at 12, sleep til the next noon..
hahaha..dats the reaason why i feel like the time passed so damn fast!!

this weekend we are planning for some kinda camping somewhere
urghh hutan means menyeramkan macam cite wrong turn..
i've watched the wrong turn 3 but biasalah the 1st would be better..
i cant wait to watch the wrong turn 4..

left 4 dead..well which is also a pc game..my sayang played one..
its slightly about a mutate human eating creature live in the thick forest
where usually travellers couldnt get any signals.. (cliche)
or maybe because they dont have the digi man there..
tapi kepada yg suka muntah2 darah sila jgn tgk..sebab ia agak mengglikan n meloyakan tekak anda hoccay..

owh lets get back to the camping thingy..
its dis weekend..heheeh
owh before dat, enjoy dis song..

its zee avi's "Just you and me"

next week we have some a dinner for night shift team..since they are done with the day team of Bollywood theme..
which was great because so far i knew that they will be giving a mp4 as door gift..
cool huh!tapi sure la cikai one hakhakhak
and love the theme..

.: wHuT HaPpEnEd La wEi???! *&^! :.

2010-07-16T19:17:00.007+08:00

hey ya all!!

i know its like century i didnt come up with any news..

alots of things happened which actually i dont have the mood to write in..

(tulaaa yang hangpa dok peram sume cite apa pasai..yeah my fault) wats left behind was the updates of our 3 fishing + camping trip+..the eclipse vacation..the balik kg thingy.. the new job (this one is really pnc).. the hantu2 things..the fifa things..the bad things..the good things.. the watever things..so many actually hehehe

ok the most exciting of all is just my biggy day..

im wondering whether i need to follow wat daddy planned..

he wanted to wear all white suit (urghhh sooo snoopy doggy) tak macho langsong!

but then as for me i might go for white too..but more lacey...sexay...juicy..

sooo cant wait!!!

i dont wanna look similar to the background..i mean the black and pink..

and for god sake daddy insist to wear his sneakers..watever la yang berbahagia..

it is acceptable so far..

btw the hall has been booked..

so im unofficially invited everyone to my wedding ceremony..

on 6th march 2011

location-err..a hall in putrajaya..i'll get the address ASAP..no worries..

preparation?hahaha..10%..not even reached..mampos!

i need more peace n relaxed time to draft the blue prints..

maybe at any private beach house..or an expensive chalet on the mountain will do..

yeay..perasan bangat lho dong!

nnt la..i'll find some time with my sister, whom is also gonna be the 2nd couple of the day.

pastu kami boleh lumba buat babies...yahoo!!!

i wanted 8 kids!!!!!!!!-

daddy!

pls grant my wish..the more kan the merrier!!

phelwishhhh....*wink3*

.: hAtE tO uNpAcK :.

2010-07-12T19:21:00.001+08:00

.: LeTtiNg Go Of aTtacHmeNts :.

2010-06-01T14:15:00.001+08:00

Breathe, and let go.

“Most of our troubles are due to our passionate desire for and attachment to things that we misapprehend as enduring entities.” ~Dalai Lama

If there’s one thing we all have in common it’s that we want to feel happy; and on the other side of that coin, we want to avoid hurting. Yet we consistently put ourselves in situations that set us up for pain.

We pin our happiness to people, circumstances, and things and hold onto them for dear life. We stress about the possibility of losing them when something seems amiss. Then we melt into grief when something changes—a lay off, a break up, a transfer.

We attach to feelings as if they define us, and ironically, not just positive ones. If you’ve wallowed in regret or disappointment for years, it can seem safe and even comforting to suffer.

In trying to hold on to what’s familiar, we limit our ability to experience joy in the present. A moment can’t possibly radiate fully when you’re suffocating it in fear.

When you stop trying to grasp, own, and control the world around you, you give it the freedom to fulfill you without the power to destroy you. That’s why letting go is so important: letting go is letting happiness in.

It’s no simple undertaking to let go of attachment—not a one-time decision, like pulling off a band-aid. Instead, it’s a day-to-day, moment-to-moment commitment that involves changing the way you experience and interact with everything you instinctively want to grasp.

The best approach is to start simple, at the beginning, and work your way to Zen.

Experiencing Without Attachment

Accept the moment for what it is. Don’t try to turn it into yesterday; that moment’s gone. Don’t plot about how you can make the moment last forever. Just seep into the moment and enjoy it because it will eventually pass. Nothing is permanent. Fighting that reality will only cause you pain.

Believe now is enough. It’s true—tomorrow may not look the same as today, no matter how much you try to control it. A relationship might end. You might have to move. You’ll deal with those moments when they come. All you need right now is to appreciate and enjoy what you have. It’s enough.

Call yourself out. Learn what it looks like to grasp at people, things, or circumstances so you can redirect your thoughts when they veer toward attachment. When you dwell on keeping, controlling, manipulating, or losing something instead of simply experiencing it.

Define yourself in fluid terms. We are all constantly evolving and growing. Define yourself in terms that can withstand change. Defining yourself by possessions, roles, and relationships breeds attachment because loss entails losing not just what you have, but also who you are.

Enjoy now fully. No matter how much time you have in an experience or with someone you love, it will never feel like enough. So don’t think about it in terms of quantity—aim for quality, instead. Attach to the idea of living well moment-to-moment. That’s an attachment that can do you no harm.

Letting Go of Attachment to People

Friend yourself. It will be harder to let people go when necessary if you depend on them for your sense of worth. Believe you’re worthy whether someone else tells you or not. This way, you relate to people—not just how they make you feel about yourself.

Go it alone sometimes. Take time to foster your own interests, ones that nothing and no one can take away. Don’t let them hinge on anyone or anything other than your values and passion.

Hold lightly. This one isn’t just about releasing attachments—it’s also about maintaining healthy relationships. Contrary to romantic notions, you are not someone’s other half. You’re separate and whole. You can still hold someone to close to your heart; just remember, if you squeeze too tightly, you’ll both be suffocated.

Interact with lots of people. If you limit yourself to one or two relationships they will seem like your lifelines. Everyone needs people, and there are billions on the planet. Stay open to new connections. Accept the possibility your future involves a lot of love whether you cling to a select few people or not.

Justify less. I can’t let him go—I’ll be miserable without him. I’d die if I lost her—she’s all that I have. These thoughts reinforce beliefs that are not fact, even if they feel like it. The only way to let go and feel less pain is to believe you’re strong enough to carry on if and when things change.

Letting Go of Attachment to the Past

Know you can’t change the past. Even if you think about over and over again. Even if you punish yourself. Even if you refuse to accept it. It’s done. The only way to relieve your pain about what happened is to give yourself relief. No one and nothing else can create peace in your head for you.

Love instead of fearing. When you hold onto the past, it often has to do with fear: fear you messed up your chance at happiness, or fear you’ll never know such happiness again. Focus on what you love and you’ll create happiness instead of worrying about it.

Make now count. Instead of thinking of what you did or didn’t do, the type of person you were or weren’t, do something worthwhile now. Be someone worthwhile now. Take a class. Join a group. Help someone who needs it. Make today so full and meaningful there’s no room to dwell on yesterday.

Narrate calmly. How we experience the world is largely a result of how we internalize it. Instead of telling yourself dramatic stories about the past—how hurt you were or how hard it was—challenge your emotions and focus on lessons learned. That’s all you really need from yesterday.

Open your mind. We often cling to things, situations or people because we’re comfortable with them. We know how they’ll make us feel, whether it’s happy or safe. Consider that new things, situations and people may affect you the same. The only way to find out is to let go of what’s come and gone.

Letting Go of Attachment to Outcomes

Practice letting things be. That doesn’t mean you can’t actively work to create a different tomorrow. It just means you make peace with the moment as it is, without worrying that something’s wrong with you or your life, and then operate from a place of acceptance.

Question your attachment. If you’re attached to a specific outcome—a dream job, the perfect relationship—you may be indulging an illusion about some day when everything will be lined up for happiness. No moment will ever be worthier of your joy than now because that’s all there ever is.

Release the need to know. Life entails uncertainty, no matter how strong your intention. Obsessing about tomorrow wastes your life because there will always be a tomorrow on the horizon. There are no guarantees about how it will play out. Just know it hinges on how well you live today.

Serve your purpose now. You don’t need to have x-amount of money in the bank to live a meaningful life right now. Figure out what matters to you, and fill pockets of time indulging it. Audition for community theater. Volunteer with animals. Whatever you love, do it. Don’t wait—do it now.

Teach others. It’s human nature to hope for things in the future. Even the most enlightened people fall into the habit from time to time. Remind yourself to stay open to possibilities by sharing the idea with other people. Blog about it. Talk about it. Tweet about it. Opening up helps keep you open.

Letting Go of Attachment to Feelings

Understand that pain is unavoidable. No matter how well you do everything on this list, or on your own short list for peace, you will lose things that matter and feel some level of pain. But it doesn’t have to be as bad as you think. As the saying goes, pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

Vocalize your feelings. Feel them, acknowledge them, express them, and then let them naturally transform. Even if you want to dwell in anger, sadness or frustration—especially if you feel like dwelling—save yourself the pain and commit to working through them.

Write it down. Then toss it out. You won’t always have the opportunity to express your feelings to the people who inspired them. That doesn’t mean you need to swallow them. Write in a journal. Write a letter and burn it. Anything that helps you let go.

Xie Xie. It means thank you in Chinese. Fully embrace your happy moments—love with abandon; be so passionate it’s contagious. If a darker moment follows, remember: it will teach you something, and soon enough you’ll be in another happy moment to appreciate. Everything is cyclical.

Yield to peace. The ultimate desire is to feel happy and peaceful. Even if you think you want to stay angry, what you really want is to be at peace with what happened or will happen. It takes a conscious choice. Make it.

Zen your now. Experience, appreciate, enjoy, and let go to welcome another experience.

It won’t always be easy. Sometimes you’ll feel compelled to attach yourself physically and mentally to people and ideas—as if it gives you some sense of control or security. You may even strongly believe you’ll be happy if you struggle to hold onto what you have. That’s OK. It’s human nature.

Just know you have the power to choose from moment to moment how you experience things you enjoy: with a sense of ownership, anxiety, and fear, or with a sense of freedom, peace and love.

The most important question: what do you choose right now?

i catched this tips frm Lori Deschene

.: FrEeDoM fLoTiLLa :.

2010-06-01T14:10:00.004+08:00

Im praying for our volunteers safe return n peace for every citizen of Palestine...

.: FiNe QuOtEs oF tHe DaY IV :.

2010-06-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

Experience, appreciate, enjoy, and let go to welcome another experience.

.: FiNe QuOtEs oF tHe DaY III:.

2010-05-29T09:29:00.004+08:00

take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

.: OwH Ye La :.

2010-05-27T15:30:00.002+08:00

maybe because of the effect from prev entry..daddy marah sangat aku tertumpahkan air milo kat workstation dia..sumpah!tak sengaja..hukhuk

well im counting days ni..nervous tu tak la..walaupun lambat lagi tetap aku rasa macam tak start anything yet..i mean the preparation for my big day..but mama has started her first move by booking the hall at putrajaya..yeah i've been there few times so i already have the floor plan for decorations and such..

according to wedding guide book, i shall have set my wedding theme (if any) and confirmed on the average no guests to attend this ceremony..yes i already did that..even i have to start choosing pretty ladies for my brides maid, which i've done before my engagment..

alamak urgent task..nnt sambong!

.: LoVe At 1sT SiGhT :.

2010-05-27T13:56:00.002+08:00

when i first saw you then i already know that im in love..

hehe..sowee daddy i dont ever had this kind of situation with you..
yelah kite kan dah lama berkawan..
sama saya kenal awak pun saya udah ada yang punya dong!!

:: FiNeSt QuOteS ::

2010-05-20T11:45:00.000+08:00

I love the ones who are in my life and make it amazing.

I also love the ones who left my life and made it fantastic ;)

.: 16th May 2010 :.

2010-05-18T14:25:00.006+08:00

first and foremost..congratulations on my adinda's engagement..

seronok bila officially mekapkan orang..hasilnya memuaskan..
mintak mahapla kalau ada sket cacat cela tu..

::ada org ckp muka ko mcm anita baharom haha::

so syidi..walaupun tak official..
from now on kite dah adik beradik hokay!!!ko kena dengar cakap aku!!!paham??!
aku adalah kak yong yang terulung di abad ini hehehehe

kak cik..alhamdulillah semua dah berjalan lancar..
marilah cepat2 kita mulakan hidup baru dan berhoneymoon!!
yahoo!!!

.: Aku tAk KiSaH 2:.

2010-05-12T16:31:00.002+08:00

ok..dah sampai ttle camni..maknanya masa untuk aku mengomel..
kalau korang tanak baca pun takpe..ini hanya sekadar luahan hati di keyboard semata2..
kelmarin daddy wish "happy mothers day" aku tanye kenapa dia ckp preparation aje..
baguslah at least u know how important it is to a woman..

ok lupakan hal2 jiwang tak tentu pasal ni..arini a few staff tak datang due to alasan2 biasa..period pain..migraine..n bla bla bla..
takpe, esok siap korang!!! sebab they all, berlambak benda2 pending atas meja aku ni..
bila agaknye bos boleh hand over meeting table tu kat aku supaya boleh aku tonggok semua file2 mengarut ni..
kadang2 dalm hati bertanya sendiri, ape keje yang ko buat ni???
jawapan dalam hati ku..ini bukan keje aku, si ~~botak~~ boss yang buat aku kene setelkan keje2 ni..arghhh tension!!!!!!

aku ni bukan la perfectionist, tapi kalau orang bawahan ~~lembap~~ tak reti nak buat mesti aku jgk yang akan setelkan..
nak marah??jauh la sekali..
aku rasa solution untuk hari yang ~~macam shial~~ ini adalah swimming..
"daddy teman mummy g swimming...!"
"ok daddy balik tdo dulu, kang malam sket kita pegi"
itu lah ayat yang berpuluh kali berulang2 aku dengar dalam bulan ni..
so bukan aku takmo exercise ye hencik daddy, ko yang banyak alasan!!!huh!!

tak pasal2 nak marahkan daddy kalau bad mood..
kalau marah nanti mulalah lenggang dia lain macam..aku kenal sgt lenggang marah dia tu..hehe

aku rasa malam ni aku nak enjoyyy!!! sebab siang ni aku dah banyak tertekan dengan keje..
padanla aku selalu tengok dalam tv pas keje mesti ada happy hour..
ops..adakah selama ini aku tak penat bekerja??
dalam otak aku dah pikir nak tukar environment keje dah ni..lantak ko la kompeni..

rasa nak makan hotdog 7e...
hmm jom rose!!!

.: LePaS PeRaSaAN :.

2010-05-12T16:28:00.002+08:00

silalah menyampah..
kestressan aku di pejabat membuat aku mahu mengload gambar sendiri..
walupun org cakap perasan..tapi aku sangatt happy..rambutku kini udah panjang..
hehehe

:: PrOJeCt KrEaTiF 2 ::

2010-05-10T18:49:00.006+08:00

sempena engagement adikku yang montel..
hehheh berikut adalah doorgift yang kami telah sediakan..

i mean the step by step instruction to make this:

these are the raw materials:

::isi ape yang patut::

:: lilit dengan ribbons::

::tampal tag!!tadaaa::

::the result in bucks::

::the close up::

selamat mencuba!!!

.: AkU tAk KiSaH :.

2010-05-08T09:49:00.004+08:00

memang itu lah sebenarnye sikap aku..sebab aku tak suka orang nak amik kisah hal aku..kan bagus kalau camtu, aman sket. hanya certain2 benda yang boleh buat aku ambil kisah..biasanya benda2 yang boleh buat aku marah adalah..

frankly im a ~~ortodok?~~ patriotic type..bila cakap pasal sejarah, paling ku benci bila ada yang memperkotak katikkan bangsa sendiri..aku admit aku antara yang malas nak tengok cite melayu kat wayang..bukan cite melayu je..semua cite2 blocbuster pun aku jarang tengok kat wayang nun..alasan aku senang aje..raya nnt keluar lah..n aku paling benci dengar jawapan haprak cakap "buat rugi je tengok cite melayu, itu tak logi..itu tak betul..blah blah blah.."(kalau ikutkan darah muda ni aku lempang je..hakhakhak) jadi tak perlulah nak kutuk2..kalau tak suka cakap aja tak ada duit nak beli tiket..jawapan yang mudah dan tidak menghina..walaupun diri akan rasa terhina..

and then, paling tak suka bila orang raise issue politics..dengan rasa hormat dan bangga, aku nak bgtau aku ORANG KUAT PENYOKONG KERAJAAN!!! so korang nak kesah ke?nak beli undi aku?kadang2 yang pelik nye bila ada pihak pembangkang keluarkan issue itu tak boleh..itu tak betul..kan ke lebih baik jika dia keluarkan issue..lebih baik buat begini..lagi hebat kalau buat begitu..abes senang sangat lah keje pembangkang..kite buat, dia bangkang..kite buat, dia bangkang..bangkang la ko sampai terkangkang..

then issue compare mengcompare..ada sesetengah pihak suka compare dengan nada sinis..ini termasuklah mak aku sendiri..aku tak salahkan mereka sebab mereka bukan ambil ijazah psikologi..tapi berpada2 dan waspada lah ketika berkata2..tak semua orang itu sempurna kan..

owh nnt sambung lagi..ada keje urgent nak buat..

:: wHaT????RaTiNg PeNtIpU!! ::

2010-05-06T15:46:00.007+08:00

i was blog-hopping my frens blogs, and singgah at ain's..and then saw her badge..
Her blog is rated as "G" which so far i know it stands for "General Audiences".
correct me if im wrong..

i pun gatai2 try application tu..
then suddenly tau tak ape meka rate my blog??
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WTF??? blog aku yang mesra alam ni dirated sedemikian rupa??

p/s-Rated NC-17-"No One 17 And Under Admitted".

.: pErSeDiAaN aWaL :.

2010-04-30T13:56:00.004+08:00

hari ni hari percubaan..
dah rasa teringin..
jadi mulakan dengan yang ringkas dulu takut tersangkut di tengah jalan..
nnt org kata ape plak..
mula2 jalankan di pejabat..

::inilah hasilnya::

.: UpDaTe BeTHa.. :.

2010-04-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

the pictures below are the chronology of things happened since my last blog..
heheh

started with this pic..

ape laa nak jadi ngan staff baru aku ni..
nak tegur serba salah..moral nye tak perlulah nak pakai g-string ke tempat kerja unless ure wearing tight skirt..
tak seksi tapi agak sedikit sebanyak mengerikan..
what actually happened is the lace came out from her pants..
tak sesuai dek...
but i manage to actually brief them on the office attire..
sume dah paham??bagusss..

these are ichai's kids..remember?i used to keep him..
now he's married to jackel..whom actually her sister..
we gave them a visit at alang's house..
their names??erk..i dunno

::this is ichaii::

these pictures pulak..
the kudusamas i was planning to make for my wedding..not as this colorful..
ini hanya practical sahaja..
credits to riena for letting me using her origami pieces..

::thats my fair hand hakhakhak::

the picture below is the little girl i found in PPUM..
one of my staff was suddenly blackout in the office..
so kena bawa dia ke sepital secepat mungkin..
Alhamdulillah..arini aku tgk dia dah boleh lari2 dari satu meja ke meja yg lain..

finally, event yang membuat daddy panas..
the losing of barcelona to inter milan..
i told u wat,before we watch the match...they will only score 1-0..!!!

daddy said after this he'll never gonna bring me to any of his fav match..
he also said "mulut kamu tu jahat sangat!"
(saya tak jahat..saya cuma cakap aje...team awak yang lembik!!)

:: pic of sher, met her at Jamal's before the match::

itu sahaja..sekian terima kasih..

.: iTu BuKan HoNeYmOoN NaMeNyE yAnG! :.

2010-04-23T09:19:00.006+08:00

reading of cik by's recent topic in her blog reminds me of wat happend yesterday..
i was having some chit chat wit daddy n other friends..
we were discussing on our trip to indonesia this end of year..

sembang punya sembang...

daddy said "aku nak g honeymoon nnt kat bali..kan mummy?" dia ckp kat kawan kami.
aku angguk je pale..(dalam hati sangat gumbira..tempat itu sungguh cantik..romantik n exotic)
i said "haah..yelah..baru la jiwang sket..honeymoon la katakan.."
then daddy look at me and said
"ehh tapi daddy bukan nak duk kat laut..daddy nak tengok kuil2 ngan tempat2 sejarah"

"plepetttt!!" haaaa kan dah kena tepuk dahi ko tu...honeymoon tidak sama dengan lawatan sambil belajar la!!!!sengal!

tapi when i did some review..the place i decided to go for honeymoon is..

Samui Island

.: aKaK nAk MeNgOmeL NiH :.

2010-04-22T10:32:00.006+08:00

owh..bilik dah berhabuk..vacum rosak...i shall find one sweet time to do sprint cleaning of my room..those unpacked stuff still ada at ceruk bilik..
camne ekk..sengal badan ngan otak bila pikir pasal bilik ni..

the idea of arabic theme utk bilik still tak nampak hala tuju hehehe..pemalas!not really..at least i manage to get those small stuff arrange neatly..

this two creature reminds me of my past life..chewwahh mcm lahir kali ke dua pulak..yelah..i wished.arent they adorable..??hihi they have no name..only the bigger one..i called him bobo..he's looking after my workstation..thanks bobo!

nxt month my sister is getting engaged..which definitely will be the starting point of my preparation on our dream wedding..the plan goes like before..its black+pink..but this time i added one 2 more colors (sowee daddy..for being too creative hihihi) its now black+pink+white+grey..

my plan was starting to make our own flower balls..origami techniques..will make variety kudusama with various size..but of course they are pink n black in color..great!!konco2ku..marilah melakukan aktiviti berfaedah ini beramai2..

i've chosen my bridesmaid!!!they would be..my BFFs..uya n sher n my favorite colleague rose n yana..so i dont think i need to advise them for diet programme since you all mmg dah looks great in your own figure! while for others not listed..please save the date..everyones are VIP in my event ok..

i read that the most useful tips of being bridesmaid were "always remember ~~u're the slave~~to do rehearsal " and, "never ever tries to sit down during the ceremony" and "eat less than the brides"..

ok..about office pulak,i was busy recruiting staff..which means, we have 40 plus new staff in hand now..so i will super damn busy attending the ~~sleep while typing~~ "preparing offer letter" session..owh great..!

why is it so hard to see my big boss lately..i think he gone pening oledi dengan staff yang ramai...ketahuilah En M..sesungguhnya saya ini lebih la pening nya dari anda yang hanya datang sign cheque n invoices...poor me n cicin (our finance)

now i know why HR berwajah ketat (pengalaman dari previous emplyment)..i really learnt the lesson..sementelah wajah saya yang manis ini..telah menyukarkan saya mengeluarkan arahan kepada para staff..hukhuk..mereka tidak gentar langsung dengan warning letter saya..inilah masalah saya sebagai HR Manager buat masa ini. walaupun dgn kuasa ~~superpower~~ saya menolak gaji mereka yang datang lambat, still mereka tak mendengar arahan saya..gi mana sih????pening lagi..

makcik, saya rindu awaklah..saya dengar makcik masak yang sedap2 utk keluarga makcik..nyum2..saya memang suka makan!! harap2 ada yang kesian boleh antarkan saya juga makanan yang bernama lazat itu..terima kasih!
-ini iklan sahaja..untuk Makcik M

mulai bulan hadapan saya berazam untuk membayar loan pendidikan saya..kepada YTN,MARA dan PTPTN..harap bersabar ye..saya bukan tak mau bayar tetapi saya belum merangka nisbah perbelanjaan saya lagi..terima kasih.
kepada collector2 yang cuba menjejaki saya..juga diminta bersabar,apa kata saya employ anda di company saya yang lebih menjanjikan masa depan yang gemilang??hehhe

sekarang pegi keje gembira..tidak gundah gulana..daddy ada menemani!!but i wont have the chance to stalk this cute fuller anymore..:( why this fuller??adalah..sesuatu yang lama tak nampak..serupa lah macam dia!

oklah..sekian sahaja buat masa ini.. i bet u must be really bored reading all this junk..what about some pictures???have fun!!

itu ajaaa dong!!!

.: kErAnDa ?? :.

2010-04-19T16:27:00.002+08:00

actually kami (me n daddy n alang n mar) went to the coffin exhibition held at the national museum..
sib baik weekend tak berapa ramai...
so some snap shot via my mobile phone..
yang from dslr akan di upload kemudian ok..

::14K gold plated coffin of easy-e (bone thugs n harmony member) ::

:: yang paling menggerunkan..mayat atas pokok ni! ::

eh lupa lak..pas g muzium..m n daddy n kakcik n syasya balik kg di kuala pilah n9
gambarnye akan di upload juga kemudian

.: nExT!!..:.

2010-04-09T17:45:00.002+08:00

adoii..pening nye kepala..
walaupun tak ramai yg datang for the position im in charge with tapi the new office is really cold la bos..akak tak laratttt..
selsema menjadi lebih tak baik..
esok pulak ada lagi walk in from 10 to 4..mau nye pingsan dengan hingus mengalir..euwww!!

2010-04-08T17:50:00.002+08:00

today..i was infected with flu virus..
sneezing n runny nose..sgt tak selesa..
but daddy has invited for budu dinner tonite..
he'll be cooking daging n bakar talapia..plus cicah budu..
bertambah gatai la idung ni..

hopefully i'll be getting better by tomorrow..
we are having open interview!!!

.: oLd sKoOL cOsMoPoLiTaN :.

2010-04-08T14:11:00.006+08:00

i am reading this book..

collection of the best articles from cosmopolitan magazines from 70's n 80's..
which was full of fun tips + nude models...hakhakhak..LOL~
i'll share some review tomorrow ok..

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rentetan dari comment cik by (pinjam gambar mak ko ye uya)

gambar mak2 kite masa muda...patut masuk majalah ni..
heheheh

::my mom::

::uya's mom::

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update cerita "the best of cosmopolitan 70's & 80's"

mula2...lihat pic ni:

gempak sih..aku penah buat ujian menaip dpt 31 je hahaha

ini pulak jenis2 senaman leh buat masa kat opis..gilo ko?

this is a british airways ad:

as usual dorang ada tips..which caught my attention is this list..

in order of importance,most sought by men in their perfect woman the following attributes:

physical attractiveness
ability in bed
warmth and affection
social skill
home-making ability
dress sense
sensitivity to others needs
good taste
moral perception
artistic creativity

owh im just perfect!!!hihi

nak beli lah..sauna suit tu..heheh:

another one..is an article i found in there:
racism,sexism and ageism are all well known areas of prejudice. "sizeism" is so much part of our culture that we're scarely aware of it unless we happen to be on the receiving end,when we are likely to feel personal guilt instead of anger.being fat is not a big problem-people's attitude can well be
-carol wilson

here..my young-hood of my richard gere..awwwhhh!!u're hot!!

motor dulu2 memang stylo..by honda:

caught my attention!!:

the most unbelievable am ong these are..this pic:

which actually a picture of some recipes...xleh blah nye..

actually there are loads more..but i dont think its essential to put in here..
ok..till then..

.: CiTe aKaK :.

2010-04-05T14:52:00.010+08:00

cerita akak yang lepas2...
selalu nye akak buat cam summary..apa kata kali ni i buat yang mcm cerita lah..
heheheh
ok..the story began somewhere in march..its thurday evening..
cik by menelefon ku..(yess!mesti nak ajak ketemu dan ~~mengumpat~~ bergossip2..)
hilang sket rasa boring bila daddy takde..mich u daddy!!
kami menghabiskan masa dan mengisi perut di d'tomato, area my office..
where after that uya lepak di rumah..
well, the gossiping activity continues at home..

**hell!.. still macam summary lah ini cerita.. :(

ok after that uya came out with some good ideas..like belanja me makan..
ure the best uya!!! hakhkhak..
actually we are going to have some makan2 at klng..menemani her another friends whom i dont really now(her name is ina..n her bf is...erkkk i forgot..ampunn)..
together with her boyfriend..the handsome nazim..aww!!

since i already ate at d'tomato i just have some bites of their crabs.prawns..fish n all..
the pictures..:

after some this kind of makan2..we went to i-city since we figured out most of our colleague have been there..mana aci kalau dorang g kite tak g..hihihi
so..i-city is a colorful hot place..pluss to many peoples make the place hotter..
uya refuse to do wacky posse since terlalu ramai orang n dia takde geng..
takpelah uya..aku amik je gambar lampu yg tengah posing ni heheheh

okeh tu cite sehari bersama uya..
now it comes to beberapa hari bersama daddy di terengganu..
on our way to terengganu..ops ok the purpose is actually utk ~~mengambil semula~~ menjemput daddy pulang ke sisiku..chewahhh!
ok..on the way kami melencong sedikit ke pekan bagi meraikan raja sehari..encik hefzan n puan akmar norzie..
eventhough we're a bit late..the hospitality are great!..dapat akak makan ayam golek pengantin u..hehehe

ok.. the the jouney continues lagi to Kuala Terengganu but then we stopped at Cherating since my sis ada di sana..

*gambar tak upload lagi

finally we reached Kuala Terengganu at 11++ midnite...
borak2 sket ngan mama pastu ZzZzZzZZZZZZ..sangat penatlah!

gamabr2 yg di snap di terengganu adalah seperti berikUt:

bali ke kl bertemu kawan baik..encik cat dan ms mama nye..hikhik...
n wats more interesting..i ate telur penyu..
hey!! its not as bad as wat daddy describe..
rasa cam telur masin
btw thanks bangattt cat sebab belanja kami nasi kukus yang sodap dan berkhasiat tu..dan juga telur penyu tersebut dan juga kesemua gambar2 yang cat burn tu..

demikian sajalah cerita akak..heheh

.: jAwApAn xPaStI :.

2010-03-24T10:01:00.004+08:00

hari ini hati rasa aman sikit..
mungkin sebab buat panggilan istimewa semalam..
kepada siapa tu tak perlula i cerita..

yang penting ada beberapa persoalan dalam hati yang memberi impak dalam hidup ni terjawab sedikit..
yang penting ianya positive..
so saya akan teruskan hidup dengan agak tenang selepas ini..
walaupun ada sisa2 persoalan yang masih tak terungkap..
tak pasti bila akan terjawab..
nampak gayanya terpaksa lah tunggu..
sampai akhir hayat aku akan tunggu jawapan dari kamu..

.: mY cOmInG WeEkEnD :.

2010-03-23T10:20:00.003+08:00

yes, yesterday is my birthday..for those who dont know..heheh
n those who forgot...tak ape..kite tak marah.. :)

then..a lots are asking how wuz my celebration..
then i said no celebration..yesterday..the celebration are postponed next week!
when daddy safely arrived here and forever with me..hehehe
double celebration..double the happiness..
he's pisces n im aries..isnt dat adorable..

next weekend i'll be going to terengganu again..
terengganu manyak syiookk!!ada banyaakkkk makanan..hehhe
but the main purpose is to attend hefzan's wedding..
n to have good times with my future PILs..
plus bringing home daddy's stuff..

roadtax sudah berjaya di renew..credits to Naza!!U did u job bro!
then..another weekend is crabby festival..
we are having sunset shooting..
after that doing the "craving the crabs" ritual!!
yes it will be fun n i was about to set the theme color for that day..

.: FiNe QuOtEs oF tHe DaY II:.

2010-03-22T15:34:00.000+08:00

Awareness on Child Abuse..

Please read quotes below:

Things are to be used,
People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

.: kEgIaTaN MaLaM tAdi :.

2010-03-11T15:50:00.005+08:00

dek kerana tak tau nak buat ape..aku pun buat lah benda ini..
untuk hiasan dinding rumah kami..

:: ops ini bukan hiasan dinding umah aku tapi staff aku yang admitted to PPUM sebab gastrik::

:: inilah beliau yang sebenar ::

:: abes beads n sequins baju aku letak ::

sekian lah!

.: RiNdU iTu PeLiK :.

2010-03-08T20:28:00.014+08:00

rindu nak mengada2..rindu nak bergaduh..dua2 sekali, boleh tak??

bila dah start nak gaduh cam sayang sgt tamo gaduh..
bila syg sgt geram nak tumbuk je..
hehheh maybe kesan sindrom bulan penuh yang tak penuh2 agi ni..

its been so long..too many stories to tell but then semua dah lama sgt sampai lupa..yang igt hanyalah last 2 weeks balik kg..a few amateur snap at kampung are..

and then on our way back jumpa mat rock sebab dia nak bagi kad kawen..

alhamdullillah..dah nak kawen mamat ni..

bagusla sebab kalau tak..asal jumpa je, awek baru..asal jumpa je, awek baru..
so on 27th i'll be going to pekan, pahang..support sket!

besides..nak jumpa kekasih tercinta saya yang ramping itu..yeahhhhhhhhoooo!!

then..rumah sewa kami..dah berjaya dikemas kini..
so now we are housemates..me..kakcik..sher!!

**nnt baru upload gambar umah

house warming mungkin akan diadakan pada hujung bulan..
heheheh...jgn lupa datang bawak hadiah!

wat else heh?keje???banyakk...no comment..

kak cik has started to buy few things for hantaran..

which means i'll be bz again for an engagament prep..
for example kami ke nilai 3 utk melihat barang2 disana..
...reject lah sebab barang kat fah lean lagi murah..

::ehh macam kenal bangunan ni..ooowhh bangunan belakang uniten::

**wat else..jap nak pikir..jap g update balik..