.: dAn SeBeNaRnYa - YuNa :.

Oh bulan
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Pabila kau bersama yg lain

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Dan Sebenarnya dan sebenarnya
aku rindu
Dan Sebenarnya dan sebenarnya
Aku tak mampu

.: iT's MoThEr'S dAy !!:.

*Selamat Hari Ibu Mama ku Puan Rosie*

its mother's day yesterday..

i've seen so many blogs and yeah almost all are celebrating it.

including me..hikhikhik

i'd been following mama to Jakel KL n she'd been spending alots for her 10 pairs of kain baju kurung..n i pun tumpang sekaki dua hehehe

after that me n my sister belanja my mum makan..sian org kat rumah kena tapau briani je fer lunch..hehehe

.: my PuChuWa hAs gRoWn uP :.

My beloved putra has grown up n attached to a girl named maia..tapi bagi dia bercinta kejap je hehe..

so for about 2-3 days i saw them bergumpal je..gatai!!

tapi shian puchuwa..dah lama sgt xmkn..dah kuwuishh!

.: yEaH CiK bY..u'Re RiTe :.

i read my gud friend's blog..what i could quote and share in here is

"Aku rase kesimpulannya setiap manusia ade kekurangan n setiap manusia ade kelebihan" itulah kesimpulan yg byzura cakap..

i agree, tapi mulut manusia mane boleh lari kan cik by..

.: iM LiVinG mY liFe :.

yesterday when i was driving home i've been thinking much about my life.i have tune few things that have not been tuning right lately. so wat i did today is, i deleted all the rubbish in my blog.those who keeps following knows..n i know who'd been stalking my blog n leaving bad or good things. thats fine, i know i have given u the right to write but unfortunately ure not given brain to think. that stupidity really has messing my page where i think u need to have your own blog n write wat u want and get rid of your fucking self from my blog!!

yes, i have sound a bit out..i dont usually goes this way.by the way, to my all good friends thanks for your support.

owh about me..i havent updated my blog for so long.i've been bz with my probation period.since its called probation, i need to show somehow the best i can give to the company i worked with. and when its bz means its no time to go blogging(yeah i go online just at the office).but i have good news, i might be having a convenience way to online soon.and i promise to keep everyone including the stalkers to be updated. i bet u wanna know much interesting thing happened to me..sigh

when it comes to love life..its great as usual.DD is now closer to me means i can see him almost everyday.Yess!! He is doing good with his 2 igu..owh i forgot to update about the igus...actually last time we got another baby igu.Thanks to Mr Farid the exotic animal lover, he gave us Shalo..a healthy macho baby igu.DD gives him dat name which in english it means PIMP.WTF??hahhaha

And then Mr Farid gave us another 3 igus,1 adult and 2 babies.But then the adult is dying from stress.pity her..she's not well.Since we cant manage too many igus because everytime they see each other they will go like bowing their head (which in igu language means "nak gaduh ke bro?") we hand the 2 new igus to Abang Ismail.The reptile lover who have a stall at UpTown Kota Dmansara.

owh i finally moved to SUnway n now staying at SuriaMas COndominium. its just a walking distance to my office.i was renting the highest level. so from my room i can directly see the office and mentari courts. housemates are great. they cook well too..

about else things that goes in paralelly in my life is a new business that i've been planning.when it started i will announce it here. Now its still under loan applying phase. wish me good undertaking!!

then wat else i missed ya???hmmmm i dunno.later i'll update my friendes and haters.dun worry ..u'll have things to concern or things to complaint about me.but before that..please get a life!!

.: hApPy bIrThDaY pRinCesS :.

after some good feel mood and exhausted body its time to celebrate my sister's birthday.

so as been promised i bought her a small cake. just enough for 5 of us..


so happy birthday adikku!!

.: i'M sOoOoO fuLL oF aTteNtIoN LaTeLy :.

today the day is so exhausting.. a lots of tasks i was handling..yet no ringing from my hand hone..

yaww!! suddenly when i opened my blog i was surprised..thousand of ppls are having fun n have highlighted my profile..cool!!

thanks for your support..at least u read my blog!!

even some might not really invited but dats fine..

tapi some might just dont read the whole thing in here..

u dont catch up with the message that i wrote..but thats fine..maybe ure not been taught to do so. i dont blame u all if ure blind..

i was blind too last time.. n now i've gotten the light..*wink* all the best to all!

.: wAt i eXpEcTeD jUsT hApPeNeD :.

credits to me..i could be a fortune teller..sighfirst of all let me congratulate my ex boyfried..he engaged wit the girl.lucky her, she dont need longer time to be evaluated.after all, i bet she'd be spending days showing off this greatest achievement she ever had..

do i sound jealousy?OMG i do jealous at first but after seeing her annoying reaction i dont simply care..up to her.maybe she's never been this happy til she could simply said im grudging over her status in gtalk. girl, ure funny!! come on la.. u just gotten wat i already have since 7 years back..

i might be sad n i admit dat..but i dont feel bad.im just too bz hanging on to my career.i have an organization to handle and thats even simpler that to think of abie n his over reacted gf..i dont feel odd about my age and marriage institution is optional for me. so if u wrote something like "jeles la tu"..damn, it dont cost me a cent girl..

i seldom give bad comments to peoples n trust me..if any of u read this. do something about it.i dunno its either abie or her girl.i have 7 years of experimenting n being experimented to. so if u..i mean "rina miss wat so ever" read this..please fix your attitude.

by the way..lets get back to the subject.i just went to the washroom n i saw this reminder "keep the toilet clean and flush after use" well thats simply applied to life i guess. after all those suck we had in life..there'll b a point where we need to flush them off..flush n blush ..LOL!!

soooo...LYNN BETUL TAK APE AKU TULIS DULU TU?hahaha..

.: mY 1st dAy aT "pAs*****:.

ups...its sure not pas like the political party..its the company name that i worked with...but for some security purpose i can just reveal the first 3 letters hehehe..

ok la working here..maybe because i was appointed for a higher position so nothing much about the staff that stressed me out but the responsibility is quite big..

was i do here is basically as the admin manager..so within this 3 months of probation period i need to perform well..the office environment is quite good..the staff are warm..but maybe the working style here..dats wat my boss said need to be fixed.

DD has found his new house to rent..owh for the sake of me. hehehe...then thats goos la..he can look after me and i can look after him too..i love u DD..hopefully DD will start the project with Robin soon..so do Edy..so we all the "not so mentangau" group will live happily ever after..huhuhu

owh back to the office story..i have lots of works to do..i mean admin works..i need to prepare new format of forms..and the company structure..well, it does sounds big but wit the GM whos is actually my goood friend we'll try to do it. wat most important is i need to perform..besides, admin is the simplest job i think.. :p

All the best to DD, Edy , Maya, Irfan, Hasz, Alya n me..!!! *wink wink wink* (sakit mata ke hape?hahahha)

.: nEw "filled boring hours" aCtiViTieS:.

it looks like DD is having fun being the part time non-recognized model for "dunno when to publish" magazine that is owned by Alang.

see these funny n total ugly n super charming of my boyfriend..my boyfriend???hakhakhak

and sometimes...me in the frame hehehe..