.: wHy girLs NeeD gIrLs..? :.

girlfriends are extremity for me. i cant leave without my charming chums!!! i love spending times talking with my friends..they are like my walking diary..but much more useful cuz they respond!

gossiping is not my fav stuff..i dont talk about other peoples much. usually i talk about me..my hardness my happiness my sadness..etc. luckily i have beatiful hearted friends..they listen n they understand where mostly bf wonts.

i think only girls know girls heart. are boys blind? they are not..but they are too busy upgrading their egos...!!!!

my beloved good friends!!!

UYA!!

SHER!!

.: Why i lurrrve SLEEPING..? :.

When you look in the mirror and you think you might need an “eye job”, maybe all you need is more sleep. Sleep is a necessary component of your body’s rejuvenation and its healing.

Don’t skimp. Think of sleep as the period when your mind is on its own, poking into thoughts you weren’t ready to think when you were awake. Dreams are how your mind tells you what you’ve learned that day. Use those 8 hours a night to expand your self-awareness.

And sleep on your back. Your mind will expand regardless of how you’re positioned; when you’re on your back, you’re showing the universe that you’re facing her head-on. And the universe rewards you by keeping you neck as smooth as a Trumpet swan’s.

If you have problems relaxing so you can sleep and dream, try this:Use lavender oil in your bath water, or drizzle lavender oil on a hanky and place it inside your pillow. Lavender promotes sleep-inducing alpha waves.

.: My PlaYfuL KiDDos :.

4 naughty and funny cats..3 boys and a "soon a mother" girl..are all now staying wit me. in a house of 2 and with our working shift dat is 12 hours a day..the house is now smells like S***.

me n sher (my housemate) been like hollering everytime we reached home after working.

the papers+the table clothes+the key boxes+even the kettles are everywhere..yet we're so tired to clean up..looking at each other then we're like "urgghh..we'll do it later" it takes a week to fix the smell and just a minute for them to make it theirs again!!!

here are they: my naughty n precious cats oshin + gringe + baby + ichai

.:WhAt HuRts ThE MoSt:.

Boy, it's been a long time

Since the last time I saw you

Feels like nothin' changed

Since we've been together

I must admit that I go crazy 'bout you

And I can see it in your eyes

That there's somethin' you want to say to me

'Cause usually right now

You'd be holdin' on to me

But instead you're tellin me

Things have changed, they're not the same

And recently you found someone that you

Decided to dedicate your whole life to

And what we had has got to be through

And baby, what hurts the most is letting go

I just want you to know that I love you so

I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down

And I thought for sure you'd always wait for me

I hate that there is someone new

Comin' in and takin' my place

Doin' the things that we used to do

And makin' love to you

And .. what am I supposed to do

It's killin' me 'cause I want you

And you should have known my love was true

And there's no one else in this world for me but you

I know that I'm the one to blame for losing you,

I really, really wish that I could be happy for you

There's just one thing I need you to do

Don't you touch her like you used to touch me

Don't you love her like you really need me

Don't you love her like you used to love me

.: i'M aDDiCted tO bEaDs :.

since i was little..i love colorful things especially beads..even my cousins said i was a bohemian LOL!! but wutto do..i love colors..call me with watever!

i used to make my own necklace..bracelet..n decorate my stufff wit beads..

owh beads..irresistable!! im a beadlicious!!!

.:uNpREdiCtaBLe LuVs oF mY LiFe:.

Wings To Fly

How can I always lend a hand

But ignore the cries within myself

It brings me joy to bring you a smile

But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf

Inside my heart will always bleed

But I will never let it be shown on my face

Only the tear that falls down my cheek

Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace

I suffocate when I try to breathe

The chains you gave won't let my body go

I have dreams, and needs, and wants

My body is numb, I think maybe you should know

I struggle with my demons each day

You feed them while you slowly watch me die

Please let me be and please set me free

I want to smile as I look up at the sky

I want the moon to brighten the night

I want the clouds to pass me on by

I want the stars to guide me to heaven

And I want wings to life me and fly

.: wHy iT haPpeNed LasT NitE:.

abie..im sorry about last nite..
i should have not listen to my heart..
if i could turn back time i might have hold u tight..

i know its your birthday..
i cant be so mean that i want u away..
but it's much hurting when i heard wat u say..
is it really that there's no more love to stay..

abie..i hope u can listen my heart..
its so painful so that i cried..
i hope you take back your word last nite..
because when u say u dont love me...i know u lied..

even i started the end story..
i tot u might come back n find me..
but i didnt see that happened yet..
maybe you have started to forget..

i listened to our song everyday..
hoping that if u listened to them you'll always remember..
i dont love u for anything else but just the truly you..