.: i'M bAcK..:.

okeh..lets recall..

friday nite, went back top my hometown..
someone is getting married!!!!
congrates MAKSU!

saturday..at kampung doing few chores..
sunday..went back KL..

monday..dating (includes shopping at ikea n watching Jennifer Body)
tuesday...financial arrangement n settlement
wednesday..TODAY???owh what i have in mind are..buy mice..n buy some sort of lotion of cream or whatever to enlarge my boobies..
(hate it when we lose weight we lose the best size)

ok..jap g sambung..nak harvest kebun!!

.: aLrEaDy GoNe :.

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

**********************

First time i heard this song..even its not from a slow genre..
it's hurt deep inside..n i choose to swim to the surface..
and when i flew up to the sky i still see it in far inside..
yet i decided not o look down again..
i'm afraid i'll drown in my own hopeless dream

.: MiSs LaGi.. :.

well, well, well..
aku termiss lagi utk update life aku lam ni..
hehe..today i would call as my lucky day..
the adhoc presentation wit u-mobile was postponed..to tomorrow..
which i will be on leave tomorrow..
for some personal reason..(keep confidential)

and so saturday..another leave..
but with not fine reason..
entertaining strangers..
but dats fine..i did it for the sake of my aunty..

then for last weekend i didnt go back home..which makes me fully recharged..
sunday nite i hang out with uya..
wit all the reptiles colleague..
in between..having few discussion with big boss and manager

monday..do usual things..didnt go nite out..
tuesday..wash one week collection of clothes
wednesday..looking for ladies nite event!!yeayy!!!

next weekend another good thing..
pay visit to my PIL wannabe..
soo excited!yummy!!! err..yummy??

.: tOo MuCh oReDi :.

well well well..
its been so long since my last entry..is it??hehehe
actually many things to write..
ok for an exclusive warm up..lets start with my
self obsession syndrome...
hehhehe



orait..im more focus now..

wat i did since last monday are..
preparing lunch meals for me and daddy (i mean everyday ok..)
good instant cooks...monday-mi goreng, tuesday-sphagetti and today-egg mayo
we (me, mas and daddy) got few free treats..
and somebody just offering Kris Dayanti Tickets..
(credit to Mas for her fresh flirting tricks)

I also filled form to enter an Institute XXX
bukan institut kuruskan badan atau kecantikan
More Less technical..

Shopping for engagement preparation!! (the most favorite)
Gubahan bungaku cantik (daddy yang cakap laaa)
Manage to sell few good accessories to my colleague..
Some appraisal promised (Amin..)
Compliments from job done!!!yeahhh!!!

owh jap g sambung agi..ada keje adhoc sket!

.: wHaT hApPeNeD..? :.

actually its been long i didnt write much in blog..
urghh blame the farmville and cafe world in face book...:p
actually many things happened..but i just dont have the will n idea to write..
maybe im kinda exhausted with my full schedule..or again the facebook game?

last saturday, open house was held at hasz house..for the company..
then, sunday went to bibik's house..
then last nite went to watch "whiteout"-which is..3/5..not so fine..
tapi takpela..at least we got time to reward ourselves..i mean me n daddy..

:: baby + amani + aliya ::


this menth end..i might be going to KT.
visiting my PIL wannabe..
not confirmed..pending or approval from parents..

then i just stick a cartoon sticker on diva..
cute..n in love...soo me..hehhehe

wat else..i'll catch up later!!nak buat bekfes..

.: uRgEnT :.

got to go half day!!

.: sTaTuS pLaN KeLMaRiN :.

plan kelmarin udah berubah..
tak jadi tampal tayar sebab tayar tak pancit plak..
tak beli cd simcity sebab nak beli mlm ni..
pegi BBQ..pas BBQ pegi karaoke..4 hrs..
fuhh lama tak menyalak..makin husky plak suara..
awww...hahhah

.: pLaN HaRi iNi :.

pas keje nak pegi tampal tayar..
pastu nak cari cd SIM CITY
mlm pulak ada BBQ invitation at puchong..
itu yang aku plan tapi ntah jadi entah tidak..heheh
yang penting tayar kena tampal!!

:: gOtHiC wEdDiNg ::

well..lets leave the doldrum things behind..
i'm extraordinarily excited about my wedding theme..
which is a little to be gothic style..if its what they call it
gothic means more black than others where usually they reserve white as its pair..but i just chose pink..
because black n pick are awesome..
i already make some research on this topic..
and i found this three gothic rings..gothic cake topping..door gift..and cards
awhhh sgt suka..sgt inspiring..just imagine how the black and pink blend together..
arhhh pasni nak pegi kedai bunga...!!!






::skull kena buang nnt mak2 tak suka heheh::



lucky..its the gothic wedding season..
haruskan aku bergambar begini selepas weddingku??hehe

::shwettt nye::


atau ini?? (hahah tentulah tidak...daddy kan hiphop)

::nope..too skinny tp mata perempuan ini sgt hawttt::


::nope..daddy ku tidak lembut::

.: ....rEsTLeSs :.

ramai kawan2 yang tercantik post macam2 cerita dalam blog masing2 which is a good thing..
tapi for me..the fine day is getting closer..yet i'm feeling restless..
kenapa agaknye ye??
kalau dulu aku penah bayangkan semua ni dengan org lain
tapi sekarang dengan orang lain pulak..
bila ingat balik..mesti aku rasa sayu..
bukan aku tak sayang daddy..bahkan aku rasa dia lah yang terbaik utk aku..
memang betul ape kata kawan aku..
"love can be left behind but never can be forgotten"
tak perlu lah aku nak question kuasa Tuhan..
tapi alangkah baik sekiranya Tuhan menjadualkan yang dia tidak pernah singgah dalam hati aku..
n now i'm crying..for the reason i denied..
walupun cuba untuk tipu diri sendiri tapi jika aku bertemu dia lagi..pasti aku akan tanya..
"kenapa?"