I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry
Friday, December 24, 2010
Thursday, December 09, 2010
.: iKoTkAn Hati :.
adoiii sekarang baru rasa mcm dah tua..
persediaan mcm biasa, ape yg tergerak nak buat tu buat laa...
setakat ni yg penting mcm tailor baju, mekap dah setel..dua2 nya atas kesudian saudara mara membantu...sib baik sedara mara ada yang talented...sepp duit aku..
btw macam2 aku dah standby utk wedding..mcm wedding dream sume org gak..tapi lately ni aku tak rasa wedding aku harus perfect pon..kenape ekk?
kalau ikot hati aku nak jadi emcee je supaya boleh wat lawak cam selalu..so sume org leh gelak..
kalau ikot hati aku nak letak belon banyak2 supaya budak2 leh main belon...mak ngan bapak boleh tolong tiopkan utk anak2..
kalau ikotkan hati aku nak buat joget lambak..menari poco2 ramai2..lupa lak dewan tak besar sgt..
kalau ikotkan hati nak sewa sekali swimming pool..sume org leh bawak baju mandi sekali..
kalau ikotkan hati nak bagi semua org doorgift kek sekilo sorang sebijik..supaya semua orang makan sampai puas ati
kalau ikotkan nak tapaukan lauk2 utk semua tetamu..boleh makan kat umah, mane tau kat dewan makan kaver2..
pastu kalau ikotkan hati nak buat sepanjang hari majlis aku..sampai semua tetamu lebam..
tulah bila difikir kan balik ape lah sangat dengan usaha aku nak menghasilkan guest book..candy buffet..photo booth.berarak bagai..veil meleret tak igt..cake bertingkat2...videographer yg canggeh..
yang aku nak semua org gembira dalam majlis aku..dan sekaligus akan mendoakan kebahagiaan aku dengan daddy..mungkin ini yang lebih diharapkan..
*senyum*
Friday, December 03, 2010
Thursday, December 02, 2010
.: AWARD?? hikhikhik :.
ZillionThanks to Nasha sebab sudi menganugerahkan diri patik yang
BTW nak buat design baru nye..boleh kah??
sila guna versi award di bawah ye kawan2..
oklaa...ikot peraturan nye adalah berikot..alamak ni yg akak leceh sket ni..
tapi takpela senaraikan jugak..
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
.: LoVe oF My LiFe :.
u are the love of my life..
I met him when I was a little girl, he gave
He gave me poetry and he was my first
But in my heart I knew I wasn't the only one
'Cause when the tables turned he had to break up
Whenever I got lonely, I needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder, his words were very nice
But that is all behind me 'cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine, my friend became my
Love of my life, you are my friend
Love of my life, I can depend
Love of my life, without you baby
Feels like a simple true love, yeah
Oh, could it be that it was all just simple so then?
A teenage love but you said, "He's just a friend"
He moved around and we kept in touch through his friend
The world was young and we knew we couldn't rush, but
Whenever I got lonely or needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder, his words were very nice
But that is all behind me 'cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine, my friend became my
Love of my life, you are my friend
Love of my life, the one I can depend
Love of my life, without you baby
Feels like a simple true love, yeah
Y'all know how I met her
We broke up, got back together
To get her back, I had to sweat her
Thought she rolled with bad boys forever
In many ways them boys made it better to grow I had to let her
She needed cheddar and I understood that
Looking for cheese that don't make her a hood rat
In fact she's a queen to me, her light beams on me
I love it when she sings to me, it's like that and uh
Love of my life, you know you rock my world
Love of my life, you be boy and I be girl
Love of my life, it don't stop until the break of dawn
Monday, November 22, 2010
.: tEaSiNg n SeLoNgKaRiNg TiMe :.
i have many more in the camra but these only 1% of them..because i need to do the resizing n enhacing the images before i loaded them up here.
this weekend me n my mom n my 2 sisters went out to kl for wedding dress hunting..
ok for a teasers..
here are my wedding dress materials and my solemnizations
tadaaa...
and for one of the DIY stuff i already experimented this weekend
the hantaran pillow..
teasers lagi..hehehe
ok..done with the wedding stuff..eh satu lagi..bukan teaser tapi idea for the wedding card..nak camni boleh???
bolehkan aje...u can do it bebeh!!!
ok..now it comes to MRD stuff n views of his..
this is wat i captured in his room lately..
spot check time!!
::bangsa perokok tegar::
:: Schrett yg tdo mampos ::
:: "masih hip
nnt sambong lah..dah nantokkk!!
Friday, November 19, 2010
.: mY SiLeNce.. :.
sorry for keeping quiet this long while..
its not that i dont have anything to do or been busy with the preparation but actually i have been loaded with so many works and full filling the time as a single girl to the max..
well, as a DIY wedding dreamers..i still still to last minutes deal..(insaflah..)
since i've been working hard lately..thanks GOd it was paid with another compliment
talking about DIY wedding..i have decided to DIY almost everything..
its just lucky that i missed to learn how to ake my wedding gown..
but i still thinking about that in mind..
my DIY lists:
wedding favors (actually my moms and me)
hall deco
dulang antaran
mini dais at home
room deco
veils
bridesmaids dress
corsages
wedding invitations
more to come..
i'll get my self busy with all these next month okay..
and will get you all updates! *WINKS*
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
.: TiPs TeNaNgKaN FiKiRaN :.
i have to go for the 8.00pm dinner..
no more with Zara...
sob..sob..
takde kawan nak makan sandwich lagi
so yesterday i decided to have this new girl as my dinner-mate
i called her meow2..tu pun tak lama lagi dia nak beranak..
ntah sape nak teman i dinner lagi..
uwaaa!!!!
today i brought some foods for her..since dia manja sgt..
n selalu nak amik my coffee..
ini lah meow2..
by the way..to all B2B outside there..
segeralah ke Fah Lean Balakong..
banyak ada sale paper bag..
tak rugi wa cakap sama lu..
with RM9.90 boleh dapat 30 bags!!!
whoaa hoaa..my mom dah borong 1400 bags..
tapi ada billions of design lagi..cepat sebelom terlambat!!
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Monday, November 01, 2010
.: BiLe MaMa dAh ExCiTeD :.
jeng jeng jeng!!!
mama nye hasil keje sambil gossiping di pejabat..
bunga telur buatan tangan
heheh semangat nye mak nye!!
ini pulak cite action figures yg daddy collect..
yg buat sebab aku snap pic ni adalah cuba korang tgk spawn n predator..
nape daddy letak dorang cam becinta???
.: aMin :.
Di situ kau mula mahu mengenalinya
Langkahku songsang telah ku sedari
Semula ku hias kau jauh dah pergi
Putus komunikasi kau elakkan diri
Ku mencari jalan kembali kau mahu terus pergi
Ku ingatkan kau memori kau tutupkan telinga
Nyata tiada kita tiada jalan penyambungnya
Ya Allah maha pemurah dan maha pencipta
Terima kasih atas pertemuan antara aku dan dia
Jika nyata bukan aku pemilik tulang rusuknya
Kikiskanlah pesonanya dari kedua mata
Dengan segala kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada
Bahagiakanlah mereka berdua ku doakannya
PadaMu ku pohon sucikan hatiku
Sehinga dapat melaksana kehendak dan rencanaMu
Amin
Thursday, October 28, 2010
.: 1sT cUt iS tHe DeEpeSt :.
mummy ckp lagu ni utk daddy..
The First Cut Is The Deepest lyrics
I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
If you want I'll try to love again, (try)
Baby, I'll try to love again, but I know...
OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
But when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst...
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want I'll try to love again
(Try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know, OOHHH....
The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst
OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby I know (baby I know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again...
Friday, October 22, 2010
.: WhY i LoVe HiM...reason#3 :.
never neglect me..
always there when i call even though he was busy doing his fav things
he loves to do things that involves me
thats why we went fishing together..
thats why we spent the whole day in museum..
thats why i felt empty without him besides me
i'm glad he is NOT into football and futsal!
i'm glad he never said "i need my own space" because the day 1 i recognize a man in my life..
he is my life...
thank you god for providing me this satisfying mate!!!
i just simply love him!
.: DaYLiGhT SaViNg rUiN mY LiFe :.
that means bad skin unhealthy lifestyle cuz of less nite sleep (ewahh cam la aku ni bangsa tdo awal)
Start je November jadual kerja dah lain..this happened every 6 months..
hehehe.. actually yg best ialah bila masuk keje lambat tapi yg takbest balik keje lbt
adoyaiii..inilah akibatnya kerja dengan mengikut waktu penjajah
tapi harapkan keharmonian rumah tangga tidak akan goyah gara2 formula siang tak tentu hala ni...amin!!
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
.: hOnEyMoOn KaMi :.
takpelah lbt 3 bulan..lgpun bukankah kita ada plan to have baby on march jugak??
hehehehe miang dowh..
actually nak update aja..saya sudah booking vacation utk kami berdua
consider this as our honeymoon yg mana daddy suka (ur dream Angkor Wat)..mummy pun suka..(ahh syoknye mesti ada banyak barang rare kat Siem Reap)
date - 29 June 2011 - 4th July 2011
location - Cambodia
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
.: uPdAtE WeEkEnD LaGi :.
last weekend...
asik2 weekend..almaklumlah akak ni koje malam..sob sob..
oklah, last weekend..pegi subscribe berukband utk daddy..
kalau dah nama nye aku yang pergi haruslah akan ada sesi soal jawab dan soklan bonus utk semua salesperson hingga boleh buat dorang nightmare ..sampai muka pucat aku tanye ko kan..rasakan!
on the sunday pulak..pagi2 aku n daddy bertolah ke mentakab bagi menjadi org terawal datang pertunangan uya sebab aku kena mekap beliau hehehehe
daddy yang "pemalu" orang nye sibuk duk dalam bilik tengok org mekap..hehehehe teruk!
selamat bertunang kawanku!!
Monday, October 11, 2010
.: BeNgAng BiLa NaK KaWeN :.
I'm Frustrated with My Fiancé for Not Helping!
Have you noticed that your fiancé would much rather leave ALL of the wedding planning to you? If you've been waiting for him to jump in and help and he hasn't, it's understandable that you'd feel a bit frustrated. Perhaps your fiancé feels a little out of place in all of the planning. Men typically feel clueless and overwhelmed when faced with planning a wedding.
One idea is to give him specific, small tasks to accomplish. By getting him to help in small doses, you will feel better and he won't be overwhelmed. Often times, it's a simple case of crossed communication lines. Be specific and you'll probably notice that he doesn't mind helping at all.
comment - yes its true..ada masanya kalau aku dah tension aku nanges kat daddy, salahkan dia sebab tak nak get involved..tapi daddy cakap "cuba mummy bgtau ape yg daddy kena buat..daddy pun tak tau..kalau ada mesti daddy tolong punye" aku jawab "nah!tolong buat bunga pahar ni sume" hakhakhak..kidding..
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Friday, October 08, 2010
.: iGu KaMi DaH GoMoK :.
dulu masa beli dia hanyalah sebesar ibu jari aku..skang dah beso lengan..
kuat makan tapi sangat manja..
juga seorang yg kuat tido..n bila tdo..memang tido mati
kalau kite kejut sure tak bangun..
tak pernah ada rekod menyerang daddy lagi..
kalau kuar kan dari cage terus cari port tdo..
selali jadi mangsa provokasi tapi oleh sebab beliau cool..tak penah layan pun shaloh hehehe
:: ini mr shaloh yang aggresive n terrorist ::
dulu masa dapat memang dah sedia besar..tapi takdela sebeso lengan aku..
skang harusla beso sikit dari shrek..
ini memang bangsa terrorist..
garang bangatt ngan aku..tapi kalau ngan daddy baik aje
pantang tengok daddy potong sayur makan..macam2 aksi jap g dia buat..
yang paling kerap adalah lopat n terbang cam tupai
patttt!! terus sampai depan sayur..n makan
tak habis terhangguk2..nak cari gaduh je koje nye
tapi sekali kena geget ngan shrek..lintang pukang lari hehehe
Thursday, October 07, 2010
.: EnTrY UnTuK BaKaL TuNaNgAn OrAnG :.
Alhamdulillah..semoga jodoh uya n Nazim hingga ke akhir hayat.
jangan miang2 tak lama lagi dah nak kawen.. ngehehe :))
aku n uya berkongsi cerita yang berlainan tetapi nasib yang agak sama
cinta yang dulu dibina lama tapi tak kekal lama
dua2 ada masalah yang tersediri..
tetapi pangkalnya masih sama..kami tak faham kenapa boleh jadi mcm ni..
tadi uya YM aku..
uya bagitau ex dia nak kahwin bulan 11..dia tersentak masa 1st time tahu
aku pun sama jugak..
mungkin sentak yang sama aku tahu masa ex aku kahwin dulu..
so aku boleh predict perasaan tu..
tapi sebab aku ni taknak tambah kesedihan uya aku buat lawak bangang macam biasa
sesungguhnya isu ni buat aku teringat masa dulu, waktu aku dalam keadaan tu..
tuhan saje yang maha mengetahui
uya tanye.."dorang ni senang2 je kawen, dorang ni sayang kita tak b?"
aku cakap "dorang patut kena baling taik lombu (bahasa nogori aku dah kuar)"
aku saja buat lawak bodoh sebab aku taknak uya sedih..lagi 3 ari je kot nak jadi tunangan orang
kang aku mekap ko tak jadi cantik sebab muka ko sedih-dengar nasihat aku ni!!
uya jugak pernah tanye aku "kenapa idup diaorang ni macam blessed je..bahagia je. padahal dorang buat kita macam ni.."
dulu aku cakap tak tahu..tapi sekarang aku dah ada jawapan..
memang dorang dah teramat lukakan hati kita, tapi dorang tetap bahagia sebab jauh dalam lubuk hati kite walaupun kite bengang n benci sebenarnya kite tetap mendoakan kebahagiaan dorang..tu pasal dorang nye life happy je..
sroottt... the end..